another month had passed before wooyoung really felt ready to go all the way with san, and it was worth every second of waiting. every touch, every sensation, it all felt perfect. it felt right. san kept his promise, their first time together was everything that wooyoung could've dreamed of and more.
as they laid in wooyoung's bed the next morning, their naked bodies pressed together under the blankets, wooyoung found himself thinking about how he had ended up here. everything that led to this perfect moment was on his mind.
he was grateful for san's presence over the past couple of years, and he really couldn't imagine what life would be like without the boy. he had been saved by san, literally and figuratively. nothing could compare to the feeling of joy that san brought the younger.
after a while, wooyoung nuzzled into the older's neck, slowly waking the boy up.
"mm... woo?"
"g'morning sannie~"
"good morning, my love. did you sleep okay?"
"slept great... felt nice having your arms around me."
"good. i'm so glad, woo. are you sore or anything?"
"no... not that i can feel right now."
"good," san whispered, kissing wooyoung's temple.
"thank you for last night, sannie... everything was perfect."
"i'm glad, my love... no need to thank me for trying to keep my promise."
"i was thinking about this earlier... about how some days i might want to do things and not be able to because of how my mind works? it's kind of scary to me... like, how i know i can make love to you but some days my mind might not let me get through it and just the fact that i have no control over it... it's scary."
"mm... i understand, woo. i know it's a lot. don't let that stop you from trying though, okay? i'm here to support you should something happen, you know that. don't be afraid to lean on me, love."
wooyoung took a deep breath and nodded, sighing a bit as he settled back into san's embrace.
"thank you... i needed that."
san only nodded, pressing sweet kisses to the boy's forehead and temple.
"you've been doing amazing, my love."
"i can feel it... i-i really can."
"and i'm so proud of you, woo. you deserve to feel this way, to feel good about everything you accomplish. big or small, you should be proud of yourself too."
wooyoung hummed and nodded, then san suggested that the two should get up and shower to start their day.
the boys quickly showered and got dressed before they made their way into the living room of wooyoung's apartment, where seonghwa and hongjoong were curled up on the couch.
"morning, hyungs~" wooyoung said happily, sitting down next to seonghwa and patting the seat beside him for san.
"morning, baby, did you sleep well?" seonghwa asked.
wooyoung giggled slightly, reaching and grabbing san's hand.
"i did... i slept really well, hwa."
"oh good~"
"have you two had breakfast yet?"
"no, we were waiting for you to be up, woo," hongjoong mentioned. "hwa was thinking of trying to get everyone together and go out for breakfast."
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Fanfiction"i didn't think i'd ever feel safe again..." "do you feel safe now?" "choi san... you make me feel safer than i ever have in my life." - in which wooyoung has recently gotten out of an abusive relationship and struggles with finding the feeling of s...
