breakfast was fun.
like... really fun. getting to see all of his friends and spend the quality time with all of them was amazing. even better, it made wooyoung feel confident in his ability to get through the rest of the school year, and to get himself feeling the best possible since before his ex. everyone could see it too.
after getting breakfast, everyone headed back to wooyoung, seonghwa, yeosang and hongjoong's apartment. wooyoung was cuddled up in between yeosang and yunho when they first arrived, but he soon made his way back into san's lap, letting the boy wrap his arms protectively around him. things were relaxed, the boys putting on a movie so they could just be with each other with no stress.
san was so happy getting to see wooyoung this calm. sure, he hadn't had any particularly bad panic attacks in a while, but the boy was still always a bit on edge and especially with the stress of school, it was hard for wooyoung to feel completely relaxed.
they barely made it halfway through the movie before wooyoung fell asleep, san hugging him close and cooing.
"is he asleep?" seonghwa asked.
san gave a nod, then the older smiled.
"good. i know he said he slept well last night, but he normally has a lot of trouble falling asleep."
"mm, yeah. he's been trying to work on that, we've talked about it a lot," san added.
"i'm glad... that's really good to hear."
time passed quickly as the boys conversed, the movie long forgotten.
"i have to go for work soon," yunho mentioned.
mingi frowned a bit, worried about the older, and seonghwa was quick to wrap yunho in a hug.
"don't go, yun," seonghwa pouted. "it's been so long since we've been able to hang out."
"i'm sorry, hyung... i wish i didn't have to go but my shift starts in a little less than an hour. i have to run back to min and my apartment to grab my uniform."
seonghwa sighed and nodded, yunho going and giving hongjoong a warm hug and goodbye. meanwhile, san started to wake wooyoung up, knowing it would make the younger sad if he didn't get to say goodbye.
"woo," san whispered. "yunho has to go for work, wake up~"
it didn't take much to wake wooyoung, the boy hearing that one of his hyung's was getting ready to leave was motivation enough. yunho was finishing up saying goodbye to jongho and yeosang when wooyoung opened his eyes, pouting.
"yun... do you have to go?" wooyoung whined as the tall boy made his way over.
"i do, woo... i'll see you for class tomorrow though, right?"
"not the same..."
yunho pouted too this time, leaning down and giving wooyoung a warm hug, then san. he whispered something in wooyoung's ear about taking care of mingi while he was gone to which wooyoung giggled, nodding as the boy got up and made his way over to his boyfriend.
"i'll see you tonight, my love," yunho said softly, kissing mingi sweetly.
"see you~ take care of yourself, yunnie."
"i will, min. have fun with the guys, i want to hear about it after."
mingi nodded proudly, then yunho said one last goodbye to the group before leaving.
wooyoung sighed happily after a bit, catching everyone's attention.
"everything okay, sunshine?" hongjoong asked.
"yeah. everything is amazing, actually. i'm so happy to have all of you here right now. it feels so good. everything feels good."
san pressed a kiss to the boy's temple, smiling slightly into it.
"oh, youngie... we're all so happy to be here with you too," yeosang noted.
"sangie's right. we're so proud of you, too. you've made so much progress and it's almost like we're back to the way things used to be, long before all the bad," mingi shared.
"that's kind of how it feels... most of the time anyways," wooyoung explained. "i still have bad days, i still have nightmares and panic attacks, but i feel in control now. like i can be me again."
"that's all we could've asked for, woo," seonghwa said.
"i love you guys~"
"we love you too, woo. so, so much," hongjoong shared.
the boys spent the rest of their day enjoying the time together, laughing, messing with one another and watching movies. by the time everyone else had gone home, san and wooyoung were tangled up in the younger's sheets again, kissing sweetly as their hands roamed each other's bodies.
"i love you," san whispered in between kisses.
"i love you more~" wooyoung cooed.
it wasn't long before the two pulled away, now yawning. wooyoung rested his head on san's cheek, closing his eyes as he held onto one of the older's hands.
"get some rest, my love... i'll wake you for your class in the morning."
"mmm... you don't have class tomorrow, do you?"
"no, i don't. why?"
"stay here while i'm gone... please? wanna come straight home and cuddle after my class is over."
san chuckled and nodded, agreeing quickly.
"okay... i will."
not long after, wooyoung was fast asleep, san smiling down at him before pressing a soft kiss to the boy's forehead.
"sleep well, angel."
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