My One And Only

My One And Only - The Sleep Over

"Do you want this to be romantic?" Niall winks while he asked me. Hmm... I actually don't know. Not sure how do I want this, but it's up to him. *winks*

"Oh... Niall, anything..." I said, because, I really don't know. I want this to be romantic, but I don't know how is it gonna be. "Okay, I think we'll just do it normally, cos if I'm being totally romantic, you will totally melt..." he says and smiles, so he just hold my hand, opens the door for me, and lead me to his room.

"Hi Greg..." His door is open, so I decide to greet him, "Oh, hey there... How are you? How's dinner? Was it good? He's been planning to ask you to go there since long time ago, he said, he's waiting for the right time, and finally..."

"Yeah, finally... I'm good, yourself? Dinner was awesome... we should go there together sometime soon!!"

"Nah... that place, is our place, if we go there, it's just gonna be us, two of us, not with Greg, our parents, or even One Direction, okay?" Niall's joining our conversation, Greg reply him with a smile, "Our place?"  and emphasize his words, asking Niall. "Okay, stop, stop, stop here... We have to go now..." Niall put his arms around me and pull me closer, "Not in front of Greg, okay?" "Oh, I'm fine with it, do whatever you want...", "See, babe... we can do whatever we want..." don't take it seriously everyone, they are just messing around with me, these brothers love messing around with people, and now, I'm the target, it will get worst if Louis was here. And I love being involve in their jokes, even if I'm the victim.

"Okay, okay... I'll see you tomorrow, Greggie...","Have fun you two,,," said Greg, I hold Niall's hand and now, I guide him into his own room.

I open the room, and we both giggles. Apparently, Harry, Zayn, Louis and Liam had prepared everything, they put candles, roses, and play songs, they really take this way too serious and made this entire room looks insanely like a room for honeymooners. It looks awesome, totally awesome. They created the atmosphere and everything, they even thought about the music.

Niall turns, so we are standing in front of each other, he takes off his jacket from me. He put his arms around me and I touch his cheeks, and look at him in the eyes, then play with his hair just because he likes it. He laughs, and hold me close, "I love you..." he said befoe he kisses me. I love every minutes I spend with him, everything he does, make me fall in love with him, and it's good now, because I don't have to hide the feeling, hmm... no, we both don't have to hide anything from each other.

He lifts me up, and walks to his bed, and put me down, he jumps over me, make his way to the other side of the bed. He comes closer, "Hey, you know we don't have to do this if you don't want to, and we have the same belief, I love you, and I love you because I want to be with you forever, and I want to protect you from everything, and I want to make you happy, I don't wanna hurt you, so if you don't wanna do it, I'm fine, I don't want to force you to do it..." he explains, oh my God, he is the sweetest guy ever, he is romantic, he is kind, and he is so understanding, can I marry him now??

"My baby, I love you..." I come closer into his arms, and lean on his chest, "As best friends, we have talked about this a lot of times, and I guess you know me too well, if I'm a random girl, and it's just one night stand...", "Yeah, I'll be like, don't care, it's because it's you, that's why I care, last time I don't think about you, we were kinda screwed..."  he giggles, and kisses me on the head and plays with my hair, "I love you so much, are you gonna leave me if we don't do it?" I tell him my feeling, and ask him a silly question

"I will never left because of that, I've been loving you, like forever... so don't worry, but..." he jumps on top of me, "I love you..." he giggles, he kisses me, I pull him closer, and it is so passionate, it's like my lips attach with his, it's stick like it's been glued, "Thank God, we don't have school tomorrow" he says and gets back to his place, "Hey, even if we have school, I wanna skip the school, just to be with you, all day..." I reply him, cos I really wanna spend my time with him, I would like to do that, skip one day of school and just go on a date with him.

"They did pretty well on decorating my room for us..." He says, "I'm sorry..." I tell him, it's not happenning because I'm not ready for this. I love him so much, and I tried to force my self, but I still can't do it. "Don't worry, we have much time, I'm not in hurry, and I can wait... just let me know when you're ready..." he showe me his nosy smiles, "Let's just go to bed, come closer, it's cold..." he pulls the blanket and me the same time, and we both fall asleep in a lullaby.

You guys might think I'm stupid, but I can't do it and I don't wanna do it right now. I'm fully understand that we are gonna be together forever, since we've been together quite long, but we started this relationship, like just few days ago. And I can't just give my Vcard to him, I will but not now. I'm still seventeen and I'm afraid of it. Please don't judge me, and I'm glad that Niall accept everything. Since we're best friend, we've been talking about this thing, not in serious mode, but we're talking about this, even we're boy and girl, we tried to be open, in everything. So he already know that there is possibilities that I'm gonna say no.

So, tonight, doesn't go well, but as soon as I'm ready, I'll let him know, and BANG! *winkswinks*