My One And Only

My One And Only - Anger

Hi! This is Niall from One Direction! You guys have heard the stories from my girlfriend, Claudia. Well, we were best friends before we are in relationship. We happened to be a couple because of a drama. Haha... I was in love with her, I'm still in love with her though, it's just at that time, my best friend, Liam, he likes her. So we made this scenario, she didn't know Liam, I pretend that I didn't know Liam, and you know, that's just happened. I'm not sure till now why I did it, but I guess, I want her to be happy; Liam is a very nice person, so, in my opinion she'll be happy with him.

I believe, everything happen for a reason, we fought over that, because of that silly scenario, we are together now. If that didn't happen I will never know that she loves me as much as I love her, both of us will keep it as a secret. We keep it for a same reason, we don't wanna lose a friend.

I'm on my busy period with One Direction, we have so many things happening. We are going to States next month, just preparing everything, our first full album, then music video, and a lot of on-air on the radio, going to some awards, and going to movie premiere. It's tiring, but unbelievably insane. What a life I have here. I just miss something, Claudia. I miss her so bad. Haven't talked to her in the past few months, I'm busy, and so is she. It's like there is no time. And on more thing, when she called, I don't know why, I just can't pick the phone, I'm afraid that I get hurt, because I'm dying here, I'm dying because I miss her too much. Hearing her voice just make me missing her more and more. This is sounds crazy, but I'm protecting myself by not calling her. Ahrgggg... I am crazy and selfish.

And what's worry me more? The media, they publish my pictures with some girls, they are friends of us, I just drove them back to their place, so they don't have to stay in our house and make Claudia angry, I don't want any misunderstanding, because long distance is hard enough, I don't need more complication.

"Hey, mate! Have you seen it?" Said Zayn, I sit next to him for breakfast, and look at the newspaper. What the? I grab the newspaper, and throw it out. I don't wanna see this.

"What is happening?" The lads are coming and sit with us, Liam picks the news paper up from the floor, he is surprised! "What is it guys? Why are you so angry, Niall, calm down..." Said Louis, he hasn't seen this one. Another gossip, and this is crazy.

"The newspaper published pictures of Claudia and someone in LA... And yeah, he is mad... I can't believe this is happening to us now, the fame are great, but the gossip, and paparazzi are brutal..." Zayn explains, while Liam still looks and reads what the paper said about Claudia and this guy. I know she won't do that, but this is crazy, and I don't want her to get the attention because of bad things, like this scandal now. I trust her, and she's not capable of cheating on me. She might hurt me before, but she is not the person who can cheat.

"Are you guys still together? Never seen you on the phone with her?" Asked Harry, yeah, I barely touch my phone because I'm so so tired, and just wanna rest. We still text each other though, sometimes, I mean, it's not much, but we still communicate, we are still fine, it's just this past few days, we didn't really communicate, I guess she's angry at me because of the pictures. I wish that all the pictures of her, means nothing, but a revenge. I prefer that way, than she's really into him.

"I know him, we know him, it's one of her friend, what is his name?" Liam looks up at the ceiling, he is thinking and thinking, trying to remember, he looks at the picture again, "It's Enrique, yes, Enrique, the Spanish guy!" He kinda yell, because he just found out who is this mysterious guy in the pictures.

"I'm gonna call her, now! She needs to explain all of this..." Louis runs to get his phone, and calls Claudia, his sister and my girlfriend. He puts his phone on speaker, so I can hear it, so everyone can hear her explanation.