My One And Only

My One And Only - Party!! :D

We got home, Louis and Eleanor directly opened up a bottle of champgne, Zayn put up the music, he is the DJ tonight, it is just a small party, just us. We don't want anyone involve in this party, like we know most of us are underage, but we can drink under the 'supervision' of legal drinkers, and yes, we have Louis and El here to watch and control us. But, that's not gonna happen for us, not tonight.

"What it taste like?" Louis asks me when I have my first sip ever, "Good?" again he asks me, "It's okay, this is my first taste of alcohol ever, I don't know how do you consider good and not good..." I answers, like really, I'm not sure it is good or bad, in my opinion, as long as it taste normal and sweet, it is okay. This champagne actually tastes sweet, fruity and sour, how come that is possible, you get different taste in one drink. For example, lemonade, it is just taste like lemonade. Champagne made from grapes, right? So it should taste like grapes, weird.

"Ohh... she's turning red already... how many glass have you drank?" Harry asks me, I seriously don't know how many glass, maybe this is my third or fourth, I just keep drinking. Because, once I finish my drink, they keep pour me more drink. Harry pinches my cheeks, and shaking my head. Why is he doing it. He can't do that. And why is he not drunk yet? He drank more than me, and I'm quite intoxicated right now, and I feel happy.

"Harry, Harry, you can't pinch my cheeks, you are younger than me..." I say, that is unpolite, right? He laugh at me, "Ohh... you're girl is so cute, look at her, she's red, so red..." he looks at my face while talking to the lads, he laughs again. What is so funny?

"Claudia, look at me!" I turn to my left and look at Liam, he gives me his sweet smile, and stroke my face, "Aw... baby, I'm gonna call you baby from now on, you are my little baby..." he tell me again. Am I the only one that is drunk? This is bad, they are all laughing at me, I don't mind, but I wanna laugh at someone as well, I can't laugh at myself, can I? Eleanor is busy taking picture, of me and the lads, drunk me. Hahaha...

Zayn comes sit next to me, "El, could you please take pictures of us... I'm so gonna miss this, this is the first time I saw her drunk and this is fun..." he says and laughs at the same time, I feel like hit him, so I just slap him, not in the face, just in his arms, he laughs again, he thought I'm funny, but I am not funny, I am awesome, I am entertaining. Haha...

Harry comes and joins Zayn, I'm in the middle, it seems that he doesn't wanna miss this moment. They both kisses my cheeks, Harry on the left and Zayn on the right, Harry even pushed Liam away. "Don't touch my little baby..." Liam shouts, I think he is drunk too, but not sure, since I don't really know drunk people when I'm, meself, drunk.

They get around me, Louis takes the tripod and set it up, Eleanor helps him, I think she is the sober one, she shares drink with Louis, but he drinks most of it. At least we need someone that is concious to watch over us, and stop us when it gets too far. We take lots of pictures. I just realise something tonight, drinking is actually a good fun.

"Niall, she's so drunk, I don't want her hangover tomorrow, take care of her, okay?" Eleanor tells Niall what he has to do, he doesn't drink as much as I do. Niall nods, "I know, I will, I'm not gonna let her drunk, drunk, it is because her first time drinking, she needs to have some fun, El... but don't worry, I will take care of her..." He tell El who seems worry about me. She is so sweet, I am good, and I enjoy the night, I still doing alright until now.

Niall sits next to me, I lean on his shoulder, my head is heavy now, but I'm okay, don't worry about me! Zayn is changing the song, he changes the song to a ballad song. Niall grabs my hand, and we are dancing now. His hand is so soft and warm. He leads me step by step, his arm is around my waist, and I put my arm on his shoulder. He bring his face closer to my face, and his forehead is against mine, "I love you... Take care when you're out there, don't get any closer with other guys, okay? I'm gonna miss you, my best friend and my girlfriend. the love of my life... You know I'm gonna be busy, but I will always call you, and I'll be the first person who's gonna tell you happy birthday, and we have to do skype three times a week... what can I do without you?"

"Oh, Niall, you are a sweet guy... Don't worry about me, and yes, we have to do that, and I'm sure you are the first person... What can I do without you, Niall? I love you a lot..." I don't know what I feel right now, this is just to confusing. Maybe it is because I'm drunk.

I pull him closer, and kiss him. Fuck. I never thought I can be this wild and aggresive. This is getting better and better, this is not the first time, his lips against my lips, and his tounge and mine are just stuck together. I can feel people are watching us, it's just them, but I don't care, I just want Niall, just Niall, he is a fantastic kisser. He run his hand through my hair, every touches of his hand, make me feel my blood stream, and my heart beats fast, I almost explode.

Niall picks me up and we are turning around, He giggles, "I'm gonna miss this, you are drunk, my babe..."

"So are you... but do I look good even when I'm drunk?", "You look good all the time, hey, do you feel okay?", "Yes, I'm fine, don't worry, getting drunk is not bad at all, it's fun, now I understand why people get drunk..." we both laugh, he looks at me in the eyes again, "Don't get drunk when you are there, they're gonna take advantage of you, when you are drunk..." he gives me advice. He is correct, when you are drunk, you lost control of yourself, and you just don't realise what are you doing. It makes people can do whatever they want since you don't have control to yourself. It happened a lot, when people get drunk, they do stupid things, some people are doing one night stand because they don't control themselves, or they do things that embarassed themselves, you don't know till you see the pictures on your friend's phone, or worse, social network. Am I right?

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Niall took care of me. Shit! I did embarassed things, I vommited and the lads had to take care of me. I'm sobering up now, but I remember everything. Hmm... It's a bit weird, because some people told me before, when you're drunk you barely can remember what did you do when you are drunk, but I still remember. I remember the lads had to take care of me, when I locked myself in the bathroom cos I felt sick, I heard Eleanor knocked on the door, and I couldn't opened it, because I felt really sick. She shouted at the lads, and Harry got in from above the door, Niall ran to got me water. Once Harry got in, he opened the door, and they helped me to threw up. Zayn held my hair, Louis stroke my shoulder and neck, gave a massage, Niall was on his knees, held my hand and gave me water, to made me feel better, Liam gave me toilet paper to clean myself, no, actually, Niall did it.

They brought me to Niall's room, altogether. I still don't know why they did it, I guess they just love doing it. Togetherness. Yup! Togetherness!

It's three a.m. in the morning, and they are still partying, I still can hear the music play. I'm going downstairs and they are still dancing to the music. I love them. "Can I take Niall with me?" I ask them, they are drunk and happy, they push Niall towards me. He's not that drunk, because he is sobering up, same as me before. But Louis, he is totally fucked up, so is Zayn and Harry, while Liam and Eleanor more to taking care of them.

This is insane, I look at Niall's eyes, and get lost in his eyes again. I kiss him, he picks me up and turn around, he pushes me against the wall, he kisses me back. He pulls me back closer to him, we walk towards his bed, we just fall down. My hands, they are just moving and exploring Niall's body. His arms is so fit, his face is so soft, his chest is strong and manly, his hair is smooth as silk, how come there is such a perfect man like him.

"Do you really wanna do this?" He asks, I nods, we both are unbuttoning his shirt and mine at the same time, and I finally use Greg's present. He is on top of me now, he is brigther than the sun, I swear to God. I can't resist this. He is currently looking at me, he sees every part of me, yes every part of me. And I see every part of him, "I love you, Niall...", "I love you too, you are mine now, no one can take you away from me...", "I know, I am yours..." we kiss again. He does it slowly, it is our first time, and we both want it to be perfect. Everytime he touches me, he turns me on, he touches me with his hand, with his lips. Every touch, yep, every touch, makes me want him more and more.This is so wrong but I can't say no, deep down inside my heart, when I said no to him before, I felt that there is something missing from my heart. But tonight I don't want to have that feeling, I don't wanna lie to myself anymore.

His bright blue eyes looking in to mine, he kisses my neck, it's hurt a bit, but I love it. It's his mark, that means I'm his, I can feel it when his lips touches my skin, the moment of truth, this is what I've been waiting for. He is my first and will be my last, and I hope he tought the same way, I am his first and gonna be his last forever. True love, so beautiful, I don't think I can fall in love with other guy as great as I fall in love with him, and I can't love someone else as much as I love him, except maybe, our son. ;) goodnight (good morning!).

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