My One And Only

I'm Sorry...

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!! I am SCREWED!

This is bad, so bad, last time I remembered, I was partying with the lads till this morning, waiting for midnight in LA. And It is now 11.00 PM. OH MY GOD!? How long I've been sleeping? I love sleeping, the worst part of the day, I miss Claudia's birthday! I mean, I haven't miss it, I still have one hour, london time. I am not the first one who tell her happy birthday. Screwed me!

"LIAMMMM!!!" I get up from my bed, and run to living room, where everyone is, they are drinking, again! I look at Harry, he is a bit drunk, "HARRY!!! I'm seriously going to kill you! Did she call?" Fuck! I broke the promise, the one that I don't want to break. Why did you drink last night, Niall, why?? You are a big fat idiot! Ah... she must be super duper mad.

"Yeah, Louis called, and we explained everything, it's Harry's fault..." said Liam, he is the only sober person in this room, Harry is wasted, but still okay, and Zayn, he is quite tipsy, but both still can understand what I said, because they look at me and nod.

"I think you should call her, she's good, now... it's better late than never..." Zayn adds. I know that, I'm about to call her, nervously. I don't know what will I get from the other side, is she gonna shout at me, or yell, or even worse, cry? I hate when she's crying, because I feel the guil and means that once again I disappoint her.

"Hey, Happy birthday, love, my perri - perri sauce! How's your special day? I hope you're having fun, and I'm sorry..."

"Thank you, Niall... are you okay? Are you sober now? Apology accepted. It was Harry that made you drunk, right? Louis and Aaron are here, so it's bad if I keep getting mad at you, right? I don't wanna stressed them out..." she laughs, but you can hear from the background, Louis and Aaron, they are complaining, You already did stressed us out! Yup, yup, you did!. They were stressed because of the little one that caused by me.

"Don't listen to them, Niall, but honestly, I stressed them out, just a bit, because of you, so it wasn't my fault, at all..."

"Hahaha... I take the blame for this one, bub... have you open the gift?", "I did, thank you, that is so sweet of you... I love it and I love you...", "I have something else, but couldn't give it to Louis, and couldn't send it either... I will give it to you directly, in two weeks, by the way, I might leave earlier to spend some time with you..." Yes, I have something else that's awesome, and gonna make her love me more and more, I'm pretty sure I am her last and she is my last. I'm always going to make her fall in love with me over and over again.

"Hmm... a gift that you couldn't ask Louis to brought it here and you couldn't send it either... what is it... interesting... hmm... I know, I know... it is you, right? The gift is you..." I can imagine her face while she's talking, the stare, and the cheeky smile. I wil kiss her if I was there.

"Hahaha... I wish, i know I am the best gift ever, but this is second best... you will like it..." I have something else for her, something special.

"Bub, let me know if you're coming... I'll pick you up...", "You don't have to pick me up, without an address, I will find you, I will always find you..." no matter where she is, I will always find her, even if I got lost in LA. I still gonna find her. "You're so cute... I love you...", "I love you too, shit, I miss you so bad, just if we are in Harry Potter's world, I will fly to your place..." if I'm a wizard, I just need my wand, and accio firebolt, and I'm on my way to Los Angeles, unfortunately, magic is fiction. "Or, Niall, we can meet up somewhere in the middle, run away from Voldemore and Bellatrix Lestrange! I miss you too... I really can't wait till you're here..."

"I know, right? I'm so excited now... Happy birthday...", "Thank you, bub... I gotta go, we have birthday dinner tonight, need to buy something... you take care, huh? Don't get drunk!"

"Sure, bub... have fun, okay? I'll talk to you later! Bye...", "Bye, I love you, thanks for the necklace, I love it, and I love you...", "Love you more..."

And we both hang up! Ahh... I miss her so bad, I wanna kiss her, wrap her in my arms and just, you know, be together with her, even just for a night, that will do. One night for us, that will be perfect. Huff... I feel so much better now, still hangover, but I feel good, because Claudia, my girl is not mad, and we are fine, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

"So, how's everything? All good?" Harry asks, while Liam hands me chips, I haven't eat anything since this morning, "Thanks, Li... yeah, all good, next time, I'm gonna kill you, Hazza..."

"At least I fixed it..." he says, it's true, but it's his fault, I'm still not the first person who told her happy birthday, "I'm sorry, Niall..." he adds.

"Okay, this time apology accepted..." I says, because it didn't cause anything, if it is, I'm not talking to him, from the moment I hang up.

"I don't know why, but I love your relationship with Claudia, and you like her a lot..." Liam adores us, I just don't know why. Haha... But it's good, means people support us.

"Thank you, but I don't like her, I love her... Maybe because we are best friends too, that's why we are so adorable... Mate, I don't know what can I do without her..."

"He never said you and Claudia are so adorable..." Zayn throws pillow at my face, and four of us laugh. He didn't say that we are, but I assume the reason Liam loves us is because we are loveable and adorable. Haha...

"I love Claudia, she is so cute, funny, smart but ridiculous at the same time, she is too nice and too kind, and no matter how many times someone annoyed and disappointed her, she forgives... I want a girl like that, I want Claudia..." Harry surprises everyone in the room, and he can smiles, I have to be careful with him now, I don't want to him to be around my girl. "But, don't you worry Niall, because I will never do that, I love you, you're my one of my best friends, I won't be able to do that to you... And she is Louis's sister, that's huge responsibility, so after reconsidering few times, I will never do that..." Fiuuhhh... Even he does try, Claudia won't fall for him, I just know.

"You scared us for a moment, Harry..." Said Liam, being honest, everyone was staring at him, "Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean it, I meant the part that she is cute and else, but I won't try... I know how much you love her and I know that she loves you too..."

"Good, Harry, good..." This is they second time he said that, I don't have to worry because he said he won't try, but I just need to be aware of everything that he does near Claudia. Don't want bad things happen between me and Claudia, and also me and Harry. If its happened, it's seriously gonna be the most awkward moment in our lives.

It is like, I don't wanna lose Claudia, she is my best friend and my girl at the same time, if I lose her, I lose a very best friend and also a girlfriend. If I dated someone, and we have problems and in the end we are not together, I'll be fine, that means that we are not meant to be together. But if it's Claudia, once I lose her, I lose everything, we've spent most of our lives together, we have million memories, we share things, it's gonna hurt so bad when it happened, I don't think Nando's will taste good when that day happen, even I know it will never happen to us, I will make sure it will never happen. Not today, not tomorrow, never!