My One And Only

My One And Only - You and I

I'm leaving in less than two weeks, but now, the guys are busy again in making their third music video, called One Thing, Louis asks me to come, but I can't since I have to prepared for everything. Mom and Dad will come to L.A. with me, I hope Louis can come too. He wants to come, but not sure yet, he needs to check his schedule. He wants to make sure that everything is okay, my flat, and the area where I live and the university. I haven't heard anything from Niall. It is quite awkward after the break up. We talk, but its still weird, and I don't go to their place again, or even to his house. No text messages, no calls, nothing. But I don't expect him to do that, since I'm the one who make decision and broke up with him. Louis and Eleanor still updates me with his condition, which is not really good, cos he is now faking his smile.

"Hi El!" I call her, because she just texted me and the guys are having break now, "Hey! How's everything? Are you okay?" she asks nicely.

"Good, I have too many stuffs to carry, thanks Mom and Dad are coming, so they can help with my things... Yeah, I'm fine... It's all good, how is Niall? Is he okay, now?"

"That is great!! I think Louis and I will come with you, he really can't let his little sister go easily, he applied our visa already, and if we didn't get it on time, we definitely come after, and visit you... and yep, Niall... he is okay now, but if you come here, and see him, I think he will feel better, he misses you, and so do we..." she sounds so excited. It's kinda glad to hear that they miss me.

"I miss him too, I miss everyone as well, it's gonna be quiet when I'm in. L.A. later on... just tell them I said Hi..."

"Guys, Claudia said HI to all of you..." she shouts at the boys who are busy with their stuff.

"Hey, babe, I miss you..." Harry shouts back, so I can hear him, even its not loud enough, I can hear each words he said. "Come here, you little brat! Why didn't you reply my message?" It's Louis, funny brother, he texted me, and said nothing but just a dot, I really don't know what to reply, so decided not replying his text.

"What should I reply you? You didn't say anything, just a dot, not really important I guess, so not replying..." I know El put her phone on speaker, the guys laugh, because they know Louis does that all the time.

"Can you come and bring us some snacks?" Zayn asks me. "Where are you guys exactly? What do you want?"

"Anything good, love..." Liam replies, "I'll text you the address..." he says again, "I'll see you soon, guys... El..." I call her back, before hang up on the phone, she directly understand and put her phone back to normal, "Yes, sister...", "I'm afraid, is he gonna be okay, if I'm there?", "Yes, just come, we are starving... I'll see you soon sister in law..."

"Bye, El..."

So, I manage to get ready, and buy some snacks for the convenience store and Nando's to get some chips and chicken for Niall, he will love it! I saw Liam text, and it's just in the heart of London, and it doesn't take that long to get there.

Eleanor already waited for me on the car park, and she helps me with the snacks, she looks at me and smile when she was Nando's, no one ask for it, but she knows that it is only for Niall.

"Hey!!" Zayn welcomes me,"Vas happenin'!?" he says, "Hazza!!! Come and help the girls..." He yells at Harry, he comes and helps, so that Eleanor and I don't have to carry anything. "Who is that for?" Harry whispers when he saw Nando's, "Niall, leave it with me, I'll give it to him myself..." I tell him quietly.

"Okay... go ahead..." he pushes me, so I walk after him, and see Niall, who is sitting with Liam.

Liam see me coming, so he stands up, "Thanks for the snacks, go talk to him, will ya?" he says, and I just nod, because I really need to talk to Niall, clear the air, and things will be better.

"Hey..." I said, before sitting down next to him, he looks up, and smile, "Hey...". This is so awkward.

"I bring you your favourite, Nando's, Niall..." I give him his Nando's, "Thanks... You still remember my favourite..." he says, as if we broke up for a long time and we meet again after that long time. "Of course I remember, you silly boy, you are my best friend, I do remember lot of things..." I stroke his hair, we did that so many times, he likes it, but he will get angry, because I ruin his perfect hair.

"Thanks, best friend..." he says and smiles, he strokes my hair, more likely, ruin it, cos he doesn't stop, I'm glad, cos he is laughing now. "Before you left, can we have best friend night out?" he asks, I nod, cos that's what I want, "Please come to our house everyday, I'm gonna miss you, and regret if you are not coming... and you can tell me about your study... I'll be waiting for you..." he whispers and kisses my cheek. He, then put his arm around my neck, "I love you best friend..." he smiles to me. Oh my God... If he smiles and keep doing this, I feel like I don't wanna go to uni and just get back with him now. "I love you too..." I lean on his shoulder and anyway, I mean it, I still love him, a lot! My heart is still his. I can feel many eyes are watching us now. I assume that the rest of the band, Eleanor and the crews are watching.

"Are you sure, that you're gonna wait for me?" I ask him, I'm kinda stupid, aren't I? I'm digging my own grave. I turn the atmosphere into something that I don't wanna be in. Can anyone slap me now??? Please??

"Yeah, I'm sure, till I find someone that as strong as you, as insane as you, as smart as you... just if I found someone like you..."

"You know, there is someone as strong as me, but no one as insane as me, no one as patient as me when it comes to you..." we both giggles. "Yep, that's right, you are just as insane as I am, so that's why, I need someone who as insane as me, if there's no one, I'll be single forever..."

"Don't say that, once you're big and everyone knows you, every girl want you..."

"I know, but they love me because I'm a hit, not because who I really am... it's only you..." he again kisses me on my forehead, the sweetest guy ever, "I'm not good enough..." I tell him. Of course I'm not good enough, I broke his heart.

"You are perfect to me, you know flawless...", "Stop it, Niall, I'm blushing...", "That's why I do it..." his smile is back to normal, sweet - cute - cheeky smile. It's such a relief. "Thank you for smiling again..."

"Thank you for coming and making me smile..." he simply answer my thank you with another thank you and another smile. "Babe, can we do sleepover, before you leave me alone..."

"Yes, why not? And movie marathon? What should we watch?" I just agree, since we'll do it as best friend, and that doesn't matter, since we did it lots of time.

"Harry Potter..." we say it together, haha, this is us. "And other movies, I'll choose..." he adds, "Anything... Okay, you have to go back shoot this music video..." I stand up, and lend my hand for him, to stand up. It's been 45 minutes, time is moving too fast now.

Niall, you and I are best friend forever, you and I are inseparable. You and I are skies that have no limits. We talk a lot, we have weird conversation, we smile, we laugh, we cry, we learn, we share, we fight, we sing, we dance, we shout, we yell, we swear a lot, we make fun of each other, we are not normal, we kiss, we own the world, we're right and we're wrong, we have millions memories. Niall, you and I are amazing best friends. You are my first love, you are my prince charming.