My One And Only

My One And Only - Begin And End

Okay, One Direction is having their holiday, before producing new music video, that's everyone waiting for. I'm happy that they are home, becaause I'm on my holiday as well. I'm done with college, and I'm going to Uni soon. I talked to my parents about it, and I'm gonna talk to Louis before telling Niall. Now they are home, but haters are still around. They texted me mean things, messaged me on facebook or twitter, then pranked call me and said mean things. Haven't told Niall about it. But, I made my decision, I will let him know, it's better if I tell him myself then he knows from someone else, like Louis, right?

I'm in One Direction's house now, in Louis's room with him. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you, he has girlfriend now, Eleanor, she is so beautiful, inside and out, I'm glad that my brother found her, we have one thing in common, some people don't support both of our relationships, her and Louis, Niall and I. She knows how it feels like. We talked a lot about this, we shared our stories, we have secrets. So, while I'm talking to Louis, she's downstairs with the boys.

"So, tell me what is your plan...", "I'm going to L.A." yep. That's my plan. I'm going to Music and Art University, I know there are some in UK, but I got scholarship there, and both Mon and Dad agreed. I'm going to L.A. on my own. Louis is in shock,

"What the? Why didn't you tell me earlier? How long have you been planning it? Or when did you apply for the  scholarship? Why can't you stay in London or anywhere in UK? Have you told Niall? What did he say?" he ask insistently, he doesn't even breath when he asked me all of these questions.

"I just got the acceptence letter, and told Mom about it, she told Dad, and they're fine, so after I got pretty much everything, I will tell you and Niall, and I'm telling you now, I'll let him know later..."

"What did you get already? Why didn't you discuss it with me before? What will I do without you?" Louis, a sweet and cute brother, he is staring at me, he still can't believe my decision, I'm aware that this is a sudden decision but I'm sure with everything.

"I found a flat near my uni, I sign the contract, I found some friend from the school website... You will be fine, I know if I discussed it with you, you won't let me go there with so many reasons, you are one hell protective brother... You will do just fine, especially you have El with you now, and I believe you guys will be as big as Take That and others, so you're going to America soon..."

"Do you really think we can?" he ask, he doubts himself, "Of course, you guys have amazing voice, good looking, charming, you guys are lovable! Everyone will love you..."

"Thank you..." He hugs me, "When are you leaving?" He asks, I'm still in his arms, "I need to spend more time with you, little brat... Okay.... now talk to Niall..."He puts his arms around my neck, and we walk down the stairs to see the others. El looks at us and smiles, she knows that I'm going to tell Louis about my future. We talked about this when they were away.

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Now, Niall's part, it's a bit hard, I'm afraid. We are going to his room, and the talk begin!

"Why are you standing so far away from me?" he asks, "Come closer..." he tells me, so I walk toward him, but this cutie pie, he decides to lie on his bed, and when I'm just some centimetres away, he pulls me, so I fall down on top of him, I move a little bit, so I'm facing his face, directly. By the way,just to let you know, we haven't done it, I'm still a virgin and so is Niall. We did romantic things, and sleep on the same bed, but that's it.

"I need to tell you something, I'm going to L.A. for uni..."

"WHATTT? Are you serious? Why didn't you discuss it with me first? You know how hard it is, long distance relationship? You know the consequences, right?" He is not moving but holding my hand.

"And that thing as well, we should talk about us too..." he is still listening, he looks confused but still listens, "I'm moving because I got music scholarship... I found a place to live, so you don't have to worry... and us..." hufff... I've been thinking about this, since I get bullies and can't stand it anymore, "Can we just be best friends, back to normal? Like we used to be before?"

"WHAT? What the hell is happening now? Why is it so sudden? What did I do? What is going on now?" he is surprised and angry, he's pushing me away and standing up. "I don't get it, why?" he runs his hand through his blonde hair.

"I hate long distance relationship, but I want to chase my dream too, and this is the chance..."

"If you want to be a singer, I can help you with that... And that's not the only reason, is it?"

"Niall, I don't want to use your popularity to achieve what I want, okay? That's the reason... We are still best friend, no matter what, I am your best friend, forever..."

"That doesn't make sense, we've been through this a lot, and we are fine, till now, what is it? Is it because people around you, people being mean to you? But everyone is here to support you, and I love you, isn't that enough?"

"I know, I know we're doing alright... it's not only them from social media, it's people around me, okay? I can't stand it anymore. And we're great as bestfriend..."

"You never tell me about anything? Who are those people? Just fuck them, okay? They don't know anything..."

"Cos I couldn't tell you before, It is so hard for me? They are our schoolmates, that's why I'm leaving this place as well... I never known being with you is so hard. Even when you're here, they text me, call me, inbox my facebook and twitter, mean things, and I'm tired of it, don't you understand?" I just cry, because all of things that has been in my mind and try to hide it from him comes out, I'm angry to my self, that make everything complicated, and make Niall in hard position, disappoint him, and make my prince here sad.

"Okay, I understand, do whatever you want..." I walk towards him, he is crying, and I hug him, "I'm sorry, Niall, we remain as bestfriend forever, right?" I wipe his tears away. He is a sensitive guy, and I just broke his heart because I can't stand the bullies anymore. "I'm leaving in two weeks, and I'll be watching you everyday after that even if I'm far away..." I tell him, "Even if we're in the different country, different continent, you can call me anytime if you need me, and find girlfriend that stronger than me... I love you..." we kiss for the last time, he kisses me back, "This is not the end... it's the beginning..." I told him again. I'm leaving him, and see the others, especially Louis. My tears are gone, but I think they can tell, it wasn't a good talk.

Eleanor comes and gives me a comfort hug, "It's okay, it's okay... you two will be fine, Niall needs time to think and understand all of this... Your brother will talk to him, and the lads, will make sure he is okay..."

"I'm going now... Thanks El..."

"Babe, why don't you just stay?" Liam asks, "Yeah, we're gonna have movie night..." said Harry, "We should watch it together..." Zayn adds to this conversation, "It's just a fight..." said Harry again, "Yeah, you guys will be fine soon, it happened before and you guys were fine..." Liam and the lads try to convince me to stay, "It's no big deal..." Zayn's telling me this. They know that we fight, but don't how the fight ends.

"I really need to go... It's over, we are done... I'm sorry, but can I leave, now?" I'm walking away from One Direction, who surprise with the end of our relationship. Because the always thought that we are going to last long, since we are bestfriends that falling in love. El follows and walks me home. While the guys talk to Niall.

Ahhh... What did I do? Why did I do it? Why I didn't think twice? Why am I so stupid? I shouldn't break up with Niall, I shouldn't tell him about things that stressing me out, and hurt him. I told him we are still bestfriends, and it's forever, I told him that this is not the end, but the beginning, the start of new chapter of our lives.