My One And Only

My One And Only - When You're Not Here

After all this time, and some long distances, I get tired, and the bully things, from school and also social networks, I had enough. Enough for everything. I cry at night when Niall's not around, I've been hiding it the whole time. He knows the bullies from social network, I always tell him I'm fine. One thing I know for sure, the more he become popular, the more bullies I will get. Pictures of us are spreading, even if I hang out with the lads, the news are just everywhere. I know they're gonna be bigger than this, but I'm afraid to lose Niall and also my brother. He never home, somehow I realize how much he means a lot to me, how much I miss my brother when he is not around, more than I miss Niall. It's a weird feeling, but it's true. Because, If I can't talk to Niall about something, I talk to Louis. The lads are busy with shows around the UK, and soon will be around the world.

Hey, I'll be home tonight, let's go for dinner, babe? Niall called, they finish their show in Manchester, and heading back to London, right now. They asked me to come and visit them in Manchester, because it's long weekend, and we haven't met for quite long, longer than before, it is now three and a half month. But it's better, since Niall calls me anytime he has time, and I call him in before we both go to bed.

Yeah, let's go... should I dress up? I ask him, just for fun, no matter where we gonna eat, I'm gonna dress up nicely just for him.

Nah, you don't have to, you are beautiful, even in just jeans... He answers, and giggles. How I miss that little laugh, I can hear his laugh from the phone, but it's not right in front of me, and sounds a bit different.

Where are we going anyway? I wonder, cos even if I dressed up, I need to know where are we going, so I'm not underdressed or overdressed.

Just our house, our base, we're just gonna order...

Nandos? He hasn't finished his words, but I know what he's gonna order, Nandos is always his favorite. If he has time, he will always come to Nandos. Isn't he cute? He doesn't answer, but laughs, that laugh again I miss him heaps. Babe, is Louis there? Can I talk to him?

Yeah, sure... do you miss him? Who do you miss the most?

Of course I miss him. You won't get the answer ever.

Is that because you miss him more than me? I'm okay with it, he's your brother... Okay, I'll give it to him, now...

Hey, love, how are you?? How's your assignment? Finished it?

Hey, Lou... I'm great, I miss you a bit, how are you? Come home fast! I need to tell you something... Don't even talk about assignment, I mean, yes, I finished it, but not good enough...

A bit? Just a bit? We are gonna get back soon. What do I need to hear? Hey, are you okay? I saw people talk about you... You and Niall are great couple, okay? So don't worry about that shit people talk about you, at least your schoolmates on your side...

A lot, let's talk about it when you're home... Thank you, that's make me feel better... Lou, don't worry about me...

Niall is so worried, he's afraid that something's gonna happen to you when he's not around...

Tell him don't worry, I told him so many times, he doesn't have to worry, and I can handle them, they don't exist around me, so I'm fine. This is my last year anyway, I don't really care about anything...

Okay, I'll take care of him... I'll see you soon, love...

Bye, Louis...

And that's the end of this phone call. Okay, it's 1 O'clock in the afternoon, they are about to leave, and it is almost four hours drive, if they're not stopping, so they will be in London around 5 or 6. And I have time to rest and get ready.

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"Hi Zayn!" He was the one who opens the door for me, he welcomes me with a warm hug, "She's here, guys! Come in, they are all in the kitchen..." he says, I walk in front of him and go toward the noises. It's definetely them. I can hear Harry and Louis shout to each other "Get out of my kitchen!" Harry shouts, and I come in to the kitchen just to check and see what are they doing and making in the kitchen. Liam and Niall are watching movies, while the other are busy messing around with the food. "Hey..." I hug Louis who runs to me, "Hey sis..." he simply said that and walk away from me, "Hi Harry...", "Hi, babe... how are you?" we hug each other for quite long, 30 seconds? "I'm great? How's the shows? By the way, what are you making? Do you need help?" I ask, just to be polite, and if he's really need help, I will help him.

"I'm a bit tired, but okay... the shows were so awesome... Nah, babe, I'll be okay, it's just salad... go see the prince..." he giggles, so I walk off to the other roon, I thinks it's entertainment room, TV, speaker, and lots of things, X-Box, PS 3, Wii, etc. Niall and Liam, they are busy watching movie. I walk slowly, so they can't hear my footsteps on this wood floor. "Hey beautiful..." Niall guess directly when I close his eyes from behind, of course he knows, I think I'm the only one who can do this sweet things to him.

"Hey Liam..." I hug him for a second than move back to Niall, back in his arms, "God, when Niall's around you can't have appropriate human interaction..." said Liam after I didn't do anything, but just greet and hug him, and back to Niall, he look at Niall and me, and we laugh. "I'm sorry, Li... But I did my waiting to see him, three months of it..."

"Where?" Niall cuts me of. "In Azkaban..." I answer, my line is familiar, right? And they both can read what I'm gonna say, "It's twelve years, Claudia... not three months..." Liam replies, him and Niall chuckles, "I know, but I'm not Sirius Black, aren't I? I waited for three months..." I sit next to Niall, and he wraps me close in his arms. "So, Anything interesting, when I'm not around? Is there any other guy or guys who's trying?" He asks, "I'm gonna kill those guys..." he laughs.

"No, there is no guy, not even one, and I'm so lonely..."

"Now you are not anymore..." he kisses me gently, and when it stops, we don't have to talk, but I can feel the love between us. His arms around me, when I lean on his shoulder, the smell of his perfume, this warmness is just great and can't compare to anything and anyone in the world. Only he can do this and make me feel this way. It's a precious time with him.

We spend most of our time in long distance relationship now, but everything, good or bad, sadness and happiness need to be stored in my mind and my heart. I hope Niall also remember our time together, and distance means nothing. No matter how far him and I are apart, we are able to manage it, I trust him and he trusts me. Everything will be alright.