My One And Only

My One And Only - Enrique

Hey!!! This is Claudia here! The celebration is in two weeks, which mean, same date as Christmas, yeah, they made it as Christmas Party as well, it's invitatio only. All of the students will be there, parents or other families will be there, the teachers will be there with their families, the alumnus will be there, and some actors, actreess, singers, dancers, producers, writers, composers; pretty much everyone that has influence to our university are invited. Haha... gonna be good, right? And a week and three days after Christmas and Anniversary Party, it's gonna be my birthday! Haha... turning eighteen soon! :D

Okay, I'm still thinking about what songs I'm gonna perform for the party. I should sing christmas songs, but, they said, the choir will take that part, and I have to pick another song, hmm... What do you think will be good? I will discuss it with Margie, I'm sure she has something for me.

"Hey, C, the opening act for Christmas and Anniversay party... whooo!!" It's Enrique, he came by this afternoon to work on assessment, watching movie and dinner, it is cheaper for us to share dinner, we bought the ingredients together, and we cook in my house.

"Stop it, E, I'm blushing... I still don't know what songs I'm gonna sing..." I tell him the truth, I really don't know, I wanna sing a ballad song, song that has deep meaning, and can move people heart. There is a lot, I just don't know what song is the best to perform. I still have time till the day after tomorrow.

"Sing anything romantic and sweet, I love when you doing it... when you make eye contact with people who are watching you, when you smile to us, and gives us that filrty look, that was just the best moment in my life, and when you winks, you are so cute and beautiful... I can't wait to see you on the stages. do you know, ther will be red carpet for us aswell, that will be awesome!" ohh... he is so sweet, he looks me in the eyes. I hate this situation, he is a nice guy, but this is not right, I have boyfriend, and I love my Niall.

I push him away, and he keeps coming back to me, "Claudia, I like you a lot, Niall is not here, you guys are not doing well, you've done it with Niall, right? Don't you miss the touch, don't you miss the kiss..." He tries to tell me, I know I miss the touch, and the kiss, but it's all Niall's touch, and Niall lips, not other people.

"Enrique, it's not that, I don't want to betray him, and break his heart again, I love him..." He keeps walking towards me, so I keep walking backwards, step by step. I'm standing against the wall, I got nowhere to go. What the hell is happening to him? He is not drunk, he is just as sober as I am. He holds my hand, "Claudia,I like you, you are just so cute and kind and talented, you are just so perfect for me.." He moves, he looks at me in the eyes, and in a matter of second, he puts his lips agains mine. I don't know what just happen, but I don't reject him, I kinda enjoy it. He lets go my arms, and his hand touch me. His hand stroke my hair, and his hand is going down to neck and my waist, he pulls me closer, no distance at all between us. He kisses my neck and my shoulder, and his hand is on my back, he unzip my dress. I touched his face, and unbutton his shirts. Fuck! I don't know what I am doing now, he is half naked already, standing right in front of me. "Enrique, I can't do this, stop it, we have to stop...", just like I wake up from a dream, I push him and fix my dress. What the fuck are you doing, Claudia? You just cheat on Niall, FUCK! I just cheat on Niall. Ahh... I kiss Enrique, just because I'm lonely and he is there? I was paralized by him.

"Claudia..." He calls after I push him away, "Enrique, this is wrong, I think we shouldn't meet each other until you realise that I have boyfriend, and I love him, and us, we are not happening..."

"But you didn't deny it, you kissed me back, you find your comfort with me, you enjoy it..."

"Enrique, I'm sorry, I can't do it. I love Niall, and I don't want to do stupid things and hurt him... Please just go... leave me alone..."

"Okay, you know where to find me..." He says before he left. He walks out through the door, I directly lock my door, afraid that he is coming back to me, and something else happen to us. I don't want that to be happen, not at all. I love Niall and I don't need any other guy in my life, it's just him that I love, no one else.

I'm a piece of shit! I hate myself. How am I supposed to talk to Niall after this? What should I say? And how explain it to him? Oh... I should have known that he is dangerous, I should have read it from the start, but I ignored it. Of course he likes me if he always around, and he spends most of his time in my place, and stay over sometimes. I think I knew it, it i just pretend and ignore all the sign, because he is a good friend and I need someone.

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"Taylor... Where are you?" I call her, because I need a girl to talk to, I can't talk to Aaron about this, I will call Eleanor and Louis after, just to tell them my mix feelings. Shit! So shit!

"Hey, I'm home, what's up? Are you okay? Do you want me to come over?" Said Taylor, she is so nice, right? Wanna come over just because I call her at this time at night, 10 o'clock, she realise something has happened. I'm glad she is one of my friend here.

"Listen carefully and don't cut me off, just listen, this is sounds crazy, do not scream, and do not laugh..." I tell her the rules before I told her. "Okay..." She said. "We kissed, Enrique and I, we kissed...". Her reaction is not what I expected, she is speechless for a moment. She is quite surprised, "Whoa... I can't believe he finally did it... I told you he has crush on you, but you didn't listen to me... How was it? What else happened?" She is so curious with what happened, but I called her because I need advice, not telling her stories. I don't want people to know that I'm kind of cheating on Niall.

"Taylor, I'm not gonna tell you about it... I'll call you later, my brother's calling, bye..." Actually, Louis isn't calling me, I just want to runaway from Taylor and her questions, because when she asks about it, I will think about Enrique, so nah, not happening. We can talk about anything but not Enrique, at least not now, not when I have this mix feelings, not when he has crush on me. Oh, Lord, Enrique is a nice guy, but this is crazy, why there is someone else, when I'm lonely? When Niall is not around? Now, I have to find away to avoid him, but we have group works together!!! Ah... This is getting better and better, huh? I have to manage my feeling, and make sure that no one else gets in the way, no one takes Niall place in my heart.

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