My One And Only

With You...

"Good morning, Niall..." she woke up earlier than me, and wakes me up. "Good morning, beautiful...." she smiles and kisses my lips, "I made breakfast for us...", "Hmmm... that's why it smells good, by the way, I love your grilled chicken yesterday..." I tell her the truth, it was so good, she holds me in her arms, "So, which one I better, mine or Nando's? Be honest?" Haha, seriously, not that question, it is hard, so hard, "Honest? Yours is so good, love, it's just Nando's is better..." she kisses my cheek? Shouldn't she be angry about that? "That's my Niall, I love you..." she just giggles, "Let's have breakfast..." she says again. She pulls me to stand up, so I stand and walk behind her.

"How's your sleep? I was in your arms the whole night, does it hurt, now?" she asked, "Hmm... it doesn't, I'm super human, and, for the record, you are not heavy..." It doesn't hurt, I'm like fine, I drag the chair closer to where she's seating.

"You're perfect to me...", "Horan, you make me blushing, could you please stop, and I am not perfect...", "You just don't see it, you are perfect, at least to me...", "Stop flattering, babe...", "I'm being serious...", I always want to convince her that she is beautiful, she is charming, she is smart, she is just pefection for me, she is magic, she turns my world around, she turns black to white, she makes me believe in love, I just want her to know that she is unbelieaveably beautiful, even she denies it most of the time.

"I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world, I don't have the cutest smile, I don't have pretty eyes, I don't have shiny perfect hair, I'm a bit overweight, I'm not tall, my grilled chicken is not as good as nando's, my jokes are sometimes boring, I sing quite boring song, I'm not a patient girl, I make mistakes, lots of it, I hurt you, I..." I kiss her before she said anything else, she is such a sweet, kind, down to earth girl.

I don't want her to think like that about herself, she is more than that. It's not only her, but every girl in this whole wide world has to know that they are beautiful and they are perfect by being who they are. Girls have to know that, and love them for who they are. Girls, they don't have to try to be someone else, because they are so good and beautiful when they are themselves. As a boy, or even a guy, I think we need to love girls or women for who they are, no matter like what are they look like, how tall, or how big, how small, we just have to left them, it's like, we can't ask them to be someone else, that is not love, it's obsession. Meself, I believe that I rather play games than play someone's heart, in this case, Claudia. If she's getting fat for any reason, I will love her, will love her forever, cos it's the beauty inside her that I'm in love with, even the truth is she's beautiful inside and out.

"You know, let me tell you this, and you can't deny it, okay?" she nods, listens to me while eating, "You don't havev the cutest smile, but you have the most lovely smile, not pretty eyes, but comely eyes, you have the nicest wavy brown hair, you called it overweight, I called it curve, and I love it, you are not taller than me, so that's perfect, your grill chicken might not as good as nando's but it's better than any other grilled chicken, even better than me mum's, I never get bored of your jokes, if it's boring, I will make that not boring, you sound great, when you sing or even when you're in bed, you are not patient, but I love when you're a bit aggresive, haha... you made mistakes, people made mistakes, I hurt you you too... you are the most beautiful girl in my whole life, I don't think I could ever love any other girl, except maybe our daughters, I don't wanna lose you, and I just love you...." I really need to tell her what I feel and what I really think of her, I want her appreciate herself, make her love herself. Isn't that what I should do as a boyfriend. I really want to marry her and growing old together with her.

Tears are streaming down her face, why is she crying? "Thank you, Niall, and I'm so grateful that you are in my life...", she comes to me and sits on my lap, she looks me in the eyes. I wipe her tears away with my hand, her cheeks is so smooth, there is tears in her eyes, but they are still shine like stars. "Why are you crying?" she doesn't say any words, but hugs me for long time. I hug her back, cos I like it when she's in my arms, I feel that she relies on me and I can protect her, Feel like real super human.