My One And Only

My One And Only - The News

I hate long distance relationship. Really, people? It's been three months, I know that Niall and I contacted each other for a long time, I mean, we text each other, but not as much as our first week away. And now, the media posted pictures of Niall with some girls, the worst thing I can't contact him, It is so annoying. I need to talk to Niall, NOW! I know he won't cheat on me, I'm just upset because, he can have some fun with other girls, but have no time to call me. Niall, call me when you hear this, ASAP.

Huh... What I hate more about long distance is the loneliness which you can't handle, but the more you miss the person you love, the more you are forget about him because the loneliness. It is so hard, it's killing me. And there is something more, when you are missing someone, and there is someone that is always close to you and be there for you? Just like my situation right now, I don't know what should I do, and now, there is this news about your boyfriend with some girls, so many times, and the media tells everyone that your relationship is over, but it's actually not over, they made the story up. And when you call him, he didn't pick up? It is sad and hard. Time to call the right person.

"E, I'm gonna call my mom... make yourself like home...", "Yeah, take your time, this is literally my home, C... go.." he replies, yes, he is here all the time, group work most of the times, and this is the place where him, Aaron, Taylor and Bradley hang out. They stay over sometimes, but E stay here most of the times, because we both far from home, and both lonely, so we comfort each other, mostly if we miss home.

Mommmm...

Hey Claudia, how's everything? What happened? You don't usually call your mom...

Mom, have you heard anything from Louis? Did you see the news about Niall? I couldn't reach him, what should I do?

Yeah, he hasn't called yet, but I texted him sometimes, I heard about it, Louis said they are just friends. You don't have to worry about it, okay? Remember what I said before, I don't want you to overthinking this, and the media, they don't know a shit about the truth, they just want hot news...

Mom, I know, but I tried to call him so many times...

Don't worry, I'll let Louis know to tell Niall to call you later... or you can call your brother, so you have direct contact with Niall...

Okay, Mom, thank you for listening, love you mother... Love you, daughter...

She is right, why I didn't call Louis directly. I guess I miss my mom, and want to hear her voice. I'm trying to reach Louis, but he doesn't pick up. I hate this situation, so I just turn off my phone. I come towards Enrique, and sit next to him, break down to and burst into tears.

I don't know what I have to do, I just cry on his shoulder. He pulls me closer to him, he hugs me, just comfort me and not saying anything. He turns off the TV, just listens to me for a while. He knows my situation and understand this, it is not the first time I'm crying in front of him, maybe third times? The first one because I missed Niall, the second one because we both missed home, we kinda cried together that night; he cried because he saw me crying in front of him, so I told him that he could cry in front of me, so yeah, he cried...

"Hey, hey, you trust him, right? Don't trust the media, they're nothing... come on, C... he is like the biggest boyband at the moment, maybe he's busy, maybe he doesn't have enough time for everything... He has work to do... and about the girls, fuck them, you are way better than them..." he says, he tries to stop me from crying, and just comforts me with his words about Niall.

"E, I miss him so bad, I tried to call him so many times, and the stories about us break up and he is with the girls, what the hell? I hate this, I shouldn't come here..."

"Hey, hey... I know that you miss him, but just try to think that he is busy, and I think he misses you too, maybe he gives you sometime, doesn't wanna make you think about the relationship, so you have yourself focus on your study first. Don't you say that, remember what Margie said about you when you sang I Will Always Love You?" He hugs me and stroke my hair, he is so mature, and he can think in different perspective. He is thinking in Niall's position. I mean I want to think that way, but I can't, I know I am so selfish, thinking about myself and just mad to everyone.

Ahrgg... "I miss him, but I don't... It's been too long, no real contact with him, I don't know? E, what should I do?? Tell me what should I do?" I ask him, I know he doesn't have an answer for my question, because it's all up to me, it's all my decision. It really doesn't matter what people say and what's their advice is, at the end, it's mine and Niall decision.

"I don't know, C, I wish I could help, but I don't think it's good enough, okay, listen, if you keep thinking about this, and this is stressed you out, it's better that you break up with him, that is the only thing that I can think of, I don't wanna see you crying and getting hurt from the long distance... I don't know how hard it is, but that's my opinion, If I were you, I broke up with my girlfriend..." he tells me his opinion, and now he puts himself in my position. Me, myself, I never thought that long distance relationship will be this hard, especially when both sides are busy with things that can't be ignored.

"It's okay, soon or later I will figure this out..." I say, and lean on his chest. "Okay, let's go to china town, I feel like dumplings and noodles..." He gets up, so I follow him. He knows how to make me feel better and stop the sadness. Enrique knows if I stay home right now, I will be sad all night long, I need to get out and get fresh air, look up at the sky, because that's the only thing that connect me with Niall, we are still under the same sky, different day and time, but we're still under the same sky.

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WTFFF!! OH MY GOD! This is so bad, paparazzi, I don't get why they are stalking me. After they published Niall's pictures with some girls, now they are publishing my pictures with Enrique, with the titles: Is She Cheating On Niall WIth Another Hottie!? or The Total Revenge: Niall's Girl with A Mysterious Guy? or Does She Dump Niall for Him? Or Niall Dumped Her Because She Cheated On Him? or After Niall's NIghts Out With Girls, Is This Revenge? or A Mysterious Hot Guy Stay Over! Exclusive Picture! I mean what the fuck is happening now, they've been following me the whole time. They have pictures of me and Enrique where we were inside campus, and bookstore, coffee shop, minimarket, even when we were getting back to my flat. And the worst thing is there is no single picture with Taylor, or Bradley, or Aaron with us! Is this some kind of trick here? They are making my relationships in trouble.

"At least, there is one good thing..." said Enrique, he smiles and looks at me. We have a meeting, with Taylor, Aaron and Bradley about the shocking untruth news. "What is good? Which part of it has good thing?" Taylor asks him, because no one in this room find anything good from that horrible news. I'm so screwed.

"They called me 'hottie' and 'hot guy'..." he laughs his ass off. He is so proud with what media said about him. "Enrique, we are being serious here..." Taylor reminds him, so he is trying to calm himself down, you still can hear his giggles, but he is trying to stop.

"Yes, this is real deal, man!" Aaron adds, "How come you don't know that they're following you?" Bradley asks me, which I don't have the answer for that, "We have to be careful from now on..." He adds again, tell me what I have to do. He is right, we have to be careful, not only me and E, but everyone, because they are my friends.

I spend my time with them. "Have you called Niall? Or has he called you? You guys need to talk and clear this shit up..." said Taylor again. Yes, yes, I need to call Niall. I walk in to my rooms, get my cell, and call him. We really need to talk about this. I don't want him to misunderstand this, because if he does, we are just off. This is bad.

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