Somniphobia

Chapter 54. No regrets allowed

Aria POV
"Good girl." He praised me as he fed me scrambled eggs and a piece of bacon. We took a quick shower together this morning because today I was going to meet a doctor that might be able to help me get rid of my horrible nightmares.

He made us breakfast and now he was feeding me while we waited for Ron to arrive with the new doctor he was referring us to. I held my stuffed animals on my lap while sitting on his lap so he could feed me.

He kissed my cheek lovingly making me smile. "Daddy's little princess, your so beautiful baby." He complimented me sweetly causing my cheeks to redden from his sweet compliments and praises.

He fed me more scrambled eggs with melted cheese on top of it and a little ketchup on it. I leaned back against him while hugging my stuffed animals in my arms tightly feeling comfortable and relaxed in his arms.

He gently pecked small kisses on top of my head while I snuggled my face into his neck comfortingly. "I-I'm f-full d-daddy." I muttered softly to him. "I w-want j-juice d-daddy." He brought the cup filled with cold orange juice to my lips so I could drink it.

He held his hand under my chin in case I spill some as I drink it. Once I took a few sips of the orange juice he wiped my chin and around my lips with a paper towel gently.

He lightly kissed my lips a few times making me smile. He leaned down kissing my belly delicately. I smiled watching him kiss my small baby bump over my dress. He was so sweet and gentle it amazed me how much he loved taking care of me.

I always thought I was too much to handle and too needy for anyone to ever want to take care of. But not with Caleb he showed me just how easy it was to comfort me and make sure I felt safe, secure, and happy.

He made it seem so easy but Elizabeth and Andrew made it seem like i was such a handful to do anything for me. I was their child and they couldn't handle taking care of me.

Elizabeth always told me no man would ever put up with all my needs and childish behavior and I believed her but Caleb was so quick to prove her wrong in so many ways.

Simple things, like telling me everything will be okay when I wake up from a bad dream was too much for them to do. Or comforting me and showing me even telling me they're proud of me, that was all too much for them to do.

Maybe to them I just wasn't worthy enough to get those simple little things from them. I obviously didn't mean anything to them I was just a mistake and the worst thing that happened to them in their life.

I will forever appreciate Caleb so much for being so kind and caring towards me. He made me feel so special and loved I don't know what I would have done if I didn't meet him, he was always so sweet to me, so kind and caring to me.

He always showed me endless kindness and love I simply couldn't help falling deeper in love with him. I thank my parents for borrowing money from him everyday cause if they didn't owe him money I would have never met him.

He was my big giant meanie/knight in shining armor who came to save me from them. I love him so much I felt like my heart didn't have enough room for all the love I had for him.

The door bell rung letting us know Ron was here. Caleb stood up from the couch I got up as well, following him to the front door. I held onto the end of his shirt to keep up with him.

He opened the door slowly revealing Ron and another man standing beside him. "Good morning Mrs and Mr Blackwood this is Dr Brown he's a specialist in Isomnia, sleep paralysis and other sleeping disorders." Ron introduced us to the man.

"Hi, how are you Mr Blackwood? It's a pleasure to meet you and your wife." Dr Brown greeted us politely. "I'm good thanks for asking." Caleb replied softly while guiding them towards the dinning area so we could all sit comfortably.