Fallen | Raven Reyes

self pity

A/N: THIS IS PART ONE OF THE TRIPLE UPDATE!! ENJOY!!!

Over the last two days, Raven and Gwen have gotten closer and have gotten to know more about each other.

Gwen finally told Raven certain things. Things like Becca and the chancellors journals that she used to read. Random stuff that she knew about the ark and the people on the ark. She told Raven more about herself than she ever had told others. Except for the fact that she sees and hears dead people. She's decided to keep that under wraps for the time being. The only person that knows is Brandon and she planned on keeping it that way for a while. 

However, Raven did now have very privileged information about all the people surrounding them. Honestly Gwen thinks she shouldn't have told Raven everything that she did tell her but its a bit too late. 

Besides things have been going extremely well for them. They meet with Clarke, Bellamy and others so they can figure out the mess they're in and when night time rolls around they lay in Ravens bed and talk or make out. Most of the time Raven will fall asleep first so Gwen could just admire her face for hours. The way all her features become relaxed as she drifts into a deep slumber. Her long eyelashes that flutter against her skin as her eyes stayed lightly closed. Her plump lips that Gwen could kiss forever and honestly if it wasn't for the need of air she would kiss her forever. 

Her soft dark skin. Her hair that flows perfectly behind her. The way she curls into herself with a hand under her cheek and the other between her thighs. The soft snores that leave her lips. The way her nose scrunches every once an awhile.

Usually the morning would consist of them being thrown into a room with Bellamy and Clarke to discuss their future. However, Gwen skipped out on the meeting and sent Miranda in her place. Gwen instead went to find her sister. It was strange for her to think about the fact that she has a sister. Honestly she wasn't even sure how to go about it but she was intrigued. From what shes seen and heard Beatrix sounds cool so she wants to get to know her. Also shes been trying to be optimistic and the meetings weren't helping her keep the mindset.  

"Hey." Gwen said as she approached her sister who was staring at the ground. "What are you doing?" 

Beatrix had an unreadable expression."Realizing I don't want to become our family."

Gwen grimaced as she looked to Beatrix. "Yeah I could've told you that. Actually I'm pretty sure I have told you that have I not?" Gwen was certain shes told her that multiple times. 

Beatrix smiled at her. "Yeah, you did. What's up?"

Gwen shrugged and gave Beatrix a small smile. She did want to get away from Bellamy and Clarke but she also genuinely wanted to see her sister. Although her curiosity didn't make her feel any less odd about talking to her sister.  "Just wanted to check on you. Seeing if you're okay."

"I mean as fine as I can be. I've never knew of the place I came from and now I'm standing in the middle of it. But I was raised on earth, to be a warrior. And I love Toni. She's my mother."

Gwen smiled. She understood perfectly where Beatrix was coming from. After  the last year Gwen barley counts her mother as well her mother. But Gwen doesn't care if Beatrix doesn't want a relationship with the rest of her family but she want to get to know her. "I understand all of that. But as I said before I'm your sister and I want to get to know you."

Beatrix nodded. "Of course. But I'm still not sure about Marcus. I-i need to time."

Gwen snorted. "I get that too. I haven't really been on good terms with him until recently. But that was mostly my fault." Gwen then squinted her eyes. "Mm well he can be a condescending asshole at times." And she truly meant that. Shes come to tolerate her father but he can still be difficult. Then again so can she.