NoahXMichael Au's<3

Bullied AU part 2

Requested by - @UrAverageaJoelIsHere
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Noah's pov:
I didn't realize I'd slept under here this entire time, with nobody but my ex.

I sighed, taking the half full vodka bottle out of his hand, his mouth wide open as he layed against the wall, I'd slept on his lap.

Flashbacks on what my idiotic ass was doing yesterday made me cringe as i sighed, getting up as i cleaned up his mess when Akari rang me.
Not her again.

"Hello?" i mumbled, picking up Michael to lay him on my couch, he stirred slightly in my arms

"Hey, uh, can we talk?" she sounds upset

"Sure, what's up?" but i honestly couldn't care less

I'd seen her true colours yesterday, which is why i ended up begging for Michael's company.

"Listen, i think we should end things, I've uh, done something stupid."

"Does the something stupid mean you ended up in some other guy's bed? I don't care anymore, Akari, we'll end things off here, you can come over later to grab your stuff." i ended the call with her to see Michael frowning at me

"Ended something good for some whore and yet she treat you like shit." he gets up

"Don't leave, Michael, please." i grabbed his wrist

He hesitates for a moment, before pushing me off him.

"No, you can't come running back to me, think about your actions first, fix up and maybe then I'll let you back in, I'm not easy shit, Noah, so don't try." and with that he left my house

The truth was, i didn't really want to break up with Michael, but whenver I'd tried to tell him that, signal to him that i didn't have any feelings for Akari, he just ignored me, of course, he had every right to be upset, it just happened right after we'd had sex for the first time, he probably thought it was cause he messed up and i didn't please him enough.

Which was the complete opposite, i repeat that same night about thirty times in one day, sixty times at night when I'm all alone in my shower, Akari was nowhere as full filling as she thought she was, my parents forced me to be with her.

They'd found out about my relationship with Michael, to erase my sexuality they'd forced me to date Akari so I'd become straight again, really, i was never straight to begin with, I've always loved Michael.

I sighed and cleaned the rest of the gunk that had been left, i did quite literally throw a party in hopes Michael would turn up, so when i caught him grabbing a bunch of drinks, my heart fluttered, at first, I'd only wanted to speak to him, until i walked in on Akari giving some random guy head, which shattered me completely.

Whenever i was having a meltdown from my
crippling anxiety and abandonment issues, I'd hide under my staircase, it was a small, crowded place, but it was my little comforting spot, the only person who knew i did that was Michael, so catching him there drinking made me believe he did it on purpose, but now that i think about it, he probably just needed space.

I don't even know what possessed me to be clingy with him again, i wasn't drunk or anything, he was clearly annoyed with me still after all these years, which i didn't blame him for, I'd just left him in his most vulnerable state and when i mean vulnerable i mean i literally got the phone call from my father that if i didn't break up with him now, he'd kill him, I'd just finished taking his virginity, promising after I'd cleaned him up we'd watch the new movie he wanted to see, he was still recovering, the moment he said he loved me i shattered his entire life, i didn't even say it back and i just told him to leave my room.