Credits to - @Felicityafton07
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Noah's pov:
We weren't okay, not really, I said we were, because it was easier because I didn't want to argue again because the way he looked at me when he asked, yeah, I didn't have it in me to make that worse, the drive back was quieter than yesterday, not tense, just, careful, like we were both choosing our words before saying anything.
"You coming over?" I asked, keeping my eyes on the road, he hesitated, that was my first answer.
"I should probably study." he said, right, yeah i always forget about his exams are coming up, he'll be taking time off work next month because of them.
"Yeah, course." I nodded, like that didn't bother me although it felt selfish to be annoyed, he deserves to concentrate on his dreams than me but like, I wasn't used to him just automatically coming back with me.
"I can come over later?" he added quickly.
"You don't have to."
"I want to." I shrugged slightly even though i desperately wanted to say yes.
"Up to you." Silence again, God, I hated this.
"You're doing it again." he muttered.
"Doing what?"
"Acting like you don't care." I let out a small breath.
"I'm not acting."
"That's worse." I glanced at him briefly.
"You want me to beg you to come over or something?"
"No."
"Then what do you want, Michael?" i said firmly, immediately regreting my tone.
"I want you to just." he stopped, frustrated.
"say what you mean."
"I am."
"No, you're not." I gripped the steering wheel tighter.
"Fine. I want you to come over." He went quiet.
"There, happy?"
"You don't sound like it."
"Because I don't like having to spell it out."
"Well I don't like guessing." We pulled up outside his house, again, déjà vu, He didn't get out straight away this time.
"Come in." he said as I blinked.
"What?"
"Come in." he repeated.
"You've never actually been inside properly." I hesitated and then
"Alright." His house was nice, too nice, clean, quiet, organised, didn't feel lived in.
"You live like this all the time?" I asked, looking around.
"Yeah?" he frowned slightly.
"Why?"
"Feels like a show home." He rolled his eyes.
"Sorry I'm not a mess like you." I huffed a small laugh, following him upstairs, his room was softer though, more him, books scattered, notes everywhere, hoodie thrown over a chair.
"Sit." he pointed at the bed.
"Bossy."
"You started it." I sat anyway, watching him as he moved around, grabbing a few papers before dropping them back down again like he couldn't focus.
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Fanfiction🎀____🎀 This book is multiple different universes all in one U may request for part two's etc and new aus in the comments xx • A disclaimer that if I make a separate book for an au then u can no longer request for the next part of that exact au in...
