I can't remember day where I didn't want you, wish you were mine. Everyday I would make any excuse to talk to you. Anything. Speed up in the halls just to walk beside you and try to start a conversation. I usually just made a complete fool of myself but it was worth it to be close to you. I'd drop my pencil next to you just so when you picked it up for me I could say 'thank you ' for you picking it up for me. Every time you'd be in the same group chat as me, I'd try to make it where the conversation stayed between you and I. I was always too afraid to message you personally, I don't know why I was so scared tbh. I guess because I was afraid I wouldn't know what to say next, without sounding stupid and making a fool of myself. Its sad I still remember the little things we used to talk about in the groups. the stupidest little things, the crazy topics and awkward times I wouldn't change for anything. Those moments, even though they were really awkward, they were the best times. those were the days cx
But never have I ever thought in a million years we would be together, and you finally mine. Even though we had a rocky start with certain people trying to wreak us, I'm glad we made it past that if we wouldn't have I wouldn't know what it feels like to be liked, and know how it felt to love someone.. .
Everyday I think how far we've come. We have those stupid arguments, yes, but we work though them. I get jealous for stupid little things, I cant help it.. . I cant let the best thing that's happened to me just get taken away. I don't know what I would do if that happened to me.. .
I'm glad I can call you my one and only, it makes me happy, I still get butterflies when we talk. Waking up with a message from you makes me smile and wake up truly happy. It just shows that just because the odds are against you nothing is impossible if you don't give up.
