Is it bad I still feel your kisses on my body?
Is it bad that I still can't get you off my mind?
You scent still lingers on my pillowcase.
Is it bad I wish you never chose me?
Is it bad I still blame myself for the fights?
Is it bad that I still feel the fist that once caressed my body hit me?
You see with you it was diffrent. I think of the good things, but the bad things still have a way of coming back into my mind letting me know I don't need you. You might be on my mind but I don't want you anymore. You will forever be apart of me, but you will never be someone I want. You don't have a place in my heart. You never will again. You chose what you wanted and so did I. I don't need you, or deserve to be treated like you treated me. You acted like you were the ideal boyfriend. Does the ideal boyfriend make his girl want to relapse? Make her confidence slowly fade away? Make her blame herself for your actions? Didn't think so. You on some bull shit there. When you see me happy with a guy who cares and actually has good intentions don't hmu. You ain't shit.
