I wonder if you still think about me. I wonder if you still read my stories. I wonder what it would be like if we never stopped talking. I wonder, about how you are. If you're okay, seeing you upset is one thing I cant stand. It hurts me seeing you upset. I wonder when I message you out of the blue you get happy, or do you get annoyed? I wonder if you miss our late night conversations that were always so deep. The conversations where we both cried because our lives were falling apart around us.
I wish that maybe you messaged me sometimes. I wish that I was never so mean to you. I wish I never did you petty like I did. You were right, I was wrong. I just wish I could go back and change the things I said. Most importantly I wish that you were here still blowing up my phone when I didn't answer or when I was sleeping. I miss when we play games together, and always jam to music. We never judged each other, for anything.
I miss the things we used to do. The times when we'd just lay in bed and chill on out phones. I miss everything about you. How you taught me how to do makeup and everything. I just miss you. Everything..
