I guess lately I've been thinking. How will my story end? How will everything turn out? Will I end up happy with love of my life? Will I end up alone with no one by my side? Will I have kids? Everything is scaring me. Growing up is horrible. Thinking about how I'm gonna turn out. Thinking if my mom thought the same like I did. I wish I had people to talk about this with but I have you guys. Why do I feel so trapped? Am I the only one who feels this? The topic alone haunts me. I'm so afraid of failure. I just want to scream sometimes. I just want someone to be able to rant about this with someone who shares my fears and struggles. If only..
