I thought,
Thought that I was okay. Just for one minute. Then I got that text from you. Asking me what I was doing. Nothing too major. You could tell I wasn't okay. You knew, but didn't offer to help. You asked if I was okay, I said I'm fine just thinking. And you said okay and forgot the whole thing. You know I'm not okay, why can you stop for a second? Help me, I needed it now more than ever. Dealing with all of this over thinking. But me, help? You knew I wasnt gonna ask for it because I don't want to be a bother.. But this overthinking right now, it's getting so bad. It's making me think that maybe it's to save me from what's gonna happen. Maybe the thinking is trying to get me to stop letting this toxic person get ahold of me. Show me how bad it can get. Show me how sad I would be if the things I thought were real, or maybe they are..
But it's okay, you know.
It's fine, because I thought I was okay, and that's all i need. For me to think I'm okay and I will be..
