I guess sometimes I look back at our friendship and wonder what happened? I know it was mostly my fault but you know why I did it. What I was put through because of you. Yes, you were probably one of the best friends I've ever had in my life. You cared about me, you always let me vent to you about the same stupid shit every night. We'd go out on the porch smoke and talk, always made my day or night better. Knowing that someone was right there with me helping me through all my problems. And of course I was there for you. When everyone else even your own mother was getting to you, I was there. I tried to be untill Yous push me away for someone else. Someone you said it was just diffrent with. I was with you far longer than they ever were. They didn't understand what you went through becaue of her. I did. But that's fine. I guess I'm just saying no matter how much we've fought and made up I still wish you the best. I know you still have my number. You can block me on everything honestly that's fine too. I expected that, I said some. Pretty rude shit to you because of how pissed I was remembering the things that happened to me. But the one thing I don't want you to forget is, I'm still here. When you're alone. No matter how much you hate me and don't even wanna look at me. Idc, you need help, advice id still be here like I was the first day. I promised you day one I would be, and I'm keeping that promise to you. I, hope, You see how much you meant to me.
