I never thought I'd be up till 3am thinking about you
I never thought a day would come where you wouldn't be in my life
I never thought you'd forget about me..
You said, you told me, you never would forget me. But looking at it now you're in your own world. You have your whole life thought out. And me? I'm a dreamer thinking that life will be okay. That I'll make it. But truly I won't. These things are getting to me. Not just you not being by my side. But the constant screams I hear from my mom and dad. You knew about how they were, you knew how bad it was. When it was at its worst and you picked me up and got me out of the environment. You saved me from that. But now you're gone. Fuck that. I check on you everyday. I swear literally every morning.. I hate it. You don't give a. Fuck about me but I can't. Help to make sure you're okay.
