I hate that I care.
I hate that I over react.
I hate that I'm bipolar.
I hate that I get sad for no reason.
I hate that I fuck everything up.
I hate that I can't fix myself.
I hate that I can't make anything go right.
I hate that everything I touch goes to shit.
I hate that no one really wants to talk to me.
I hate that I push people away.
I hate that I'm so self conscious.
I hate that Im so annoying.
I hate how I can't be confident.
I hate that I get so addicted.
I hate that I can't just be normal.
I hate that I'm so hooked on people.
I hate that I let you in.
I hate, hating myself.
I wish, that I could just look over all the things I hate about myself. I wish that I could love myself enough to make myself happy. I want to be happy, but I can't. I always get happy and then boom, I'm shitty again. I got so happy, acting like I was okay. Because I thought i was. A blessing, but really it wasn't. I just want happiness. I cured my addiction, when can I cure myself?
