It wasn't a Fairytale Anymore

Chapter 32: Ready to Let Go?

Chapter 32:

Mabilis na lumipas ang panahon at ngayon ay nasa last year nan g college si Sunny. Akalain mo na nung una na inip na inip si Sunny ay ilang kembot lang pala. Hahaha. Marami ring nagbago sa buhay nila. Simula noong huling nagka-encounter si Sunny at si Zayn Malik ay hindi na nasundan iyon. Kasunod din noon ang pag quit ni Zayn sa banda. Maraming fans ang nalungkot, nadisappoint at kung anu-ano pa. maraming nagulat sa nagging pasya na ni Zayn na magsolo at iwan ang kanyang mga kabanda. At isa pang malaking rebelasyon ay nagkabalikan sila ni Perrie yung ex nya at malapit na silang ikasal ngayong taon. Hanggang ngayon ay di pa rin sinasagt ni Sunny si Darwin. Ewan bas a babaeng ito. Ang career naman ni Sunny sa school ay sobrang ganda. For the last four years, maraming awards and citation siyang natanggap at kilala sya sa university dahil sa talino niya at maraming humahanga sa kanyang estudyante. Araw-araw ay may letter siyang natatanggap sa locker niya o kaya naman sa room nila pero napakapihikan pa rin nya. Sa friends naman ay tulad pa rin ng dati siya at ang mga kaibigan nya sa Pilipinas at sa London.

Si Shailene, Sandy, Ryan at Darwin dahil iba ang education doon sa Pilipinas. Di sila naabutan ng K-12. At si Sunny ayun nagsusunog pa rin ng kilay. Si Shailene sa isang TV Network nagtratrabaho mataas kaagad ang naging position nya dahil honor roll sya nung college. Si Sandy naman may sarili ng business. Clothing industry ang pinasok nya at ngayon ay may bago na namang bukas sa Makati. Si Ryan at Darwin parehong Engineering ang kinuha at ngayon may project silang ginagawa sa Malacanang.

Si Daddy Sam naman ay CEO sa kompanya dati nyang pinapasukan at lalo ng naging busy pero may time pa rin sa family. Si Mommy Bernadette naman ay pashopping-shopping na lang at tuloy pa rin ang pastries nya.

SUNNY'S POV

"Sunny, here's the form. Fill it up so that we can pass it already so that we can choose a hospital we can go," Thalia said.

"Thanks Thalia. You're the best. Anyway, where's Bob and Carmina?" I asked.

"Bob is in cafeteria and Carmina is in the room. Don't worry they will be in a minute," She said.

"Okay, let's go to the lounge so I'll start filling this up," I said while smiling to her.

"Sunny, how long is Darwin courting you?" she asked.

"Why'd you ask?"

"I'm the first to ask so answer my question first."

"About four years."

"What? That's been for ages."

"Yes. What's wrong about that?"

"Well, Darwin is so patient for you. If I were him I will stop courting you because you're so picky. Girl, take you're opportunity as long you have a chance."

"Well I don't think I'm ready for a relationship and in our course it's another load in our units. I don't know."

"Sunny, can you stop calculating things. Not all things should be in perfect."

"I don't calculate things I'm just saying the truth. It's not easy. Look at Mariel she can't handle her relationship and study."

"Okay as you said. But do Darwin have a chance on you."

"Again. I. Don't. Know."

"Pssh. You're the only genius that I know who doesn't know the answer to this question. Or maybe you love someone other than him."

"Yes."

"Really? Who's that?"

"Harry Styles."

"Okay I'm done. I understand, don't talk about him. I'm okay. Just stop talking. Okay?"

"Okay."

Hahaha. Yes, I won. At last Thalia stop interrogating me. But anyway, yes she's right about Darwin and what I am feeling right now. I don't know. I just don' know if I can answer Darwin's undying love to me but there's something inside of me that triggers and stop me. To be honest, I don't fancy to Darwin anymore. I feel cold and boring or maybe I am that cold and boring. I just don't know how to say it to Darwin that I don't like him anymore. Okay I already answer Thalia's question. I don't want to hurt him. For the last years I've been searching for answers about it and I found some reasons. First reason why I don't like to continue what's between Darwin and I is because like other relationships that end up they never get to the way they used to be, to be friends again. I don't want to lose him as my best friend. Second, it's another load to my units. I want to concentrate to my studies. But I know you'll gonna ask about 1D. About 1D, they're my inspiration so that's not a big deal to my studies. And my parents told me that I can fangirl to them as long as I can maintain my grades. Lastly, I don't actually find someone attractive to me anymore. To be honest. And having a LDR is difficult. I think things will not going to work out if two people we're miles apart.

I think these reasons are enough to help me to say it to Darwin. I hope so!