Addicted {bxb}

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~Three Months Later~

It's a new year. Four months ago, I decided to move on from Justin.

~Four Months Ago~

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~Three Months Later~

But it's not going to be easy to move on from him. Yes, I know it was "just sex" which is easy for him to say but to me... it wasn't just sex. It felt like a connection. It felt like we were getting closer and it was a feeling that I enjoyed. Of course, of all people it was Justin who made me feel this way.

Why did I go all the way with him? A question I still don't know the answer to.

Compared to all of Erica's friends, they were all like him. Justin's the worst out of them but still I surrendered to him. I've been through this before so I should be used to it but who gets used to being... used?

"Adrian," Erica shouted, getting my attention and I looked up making eye contact with her. "Mom and dad are heading to an event."

"Okay," I said, trying to figure out why she was telling me this information.

"I'm telling you because they expect us to show up."

Oh, that's right. See it's a new year which means new beginnings. To our parents. They expect me and Erica to show up to all of their meetings and all of their events.

"Okay," was all I said.

If I was being honest, I didn't feel like talking to my sister. I didn't feel like talking to anyone right now. I watched her turn on her heel and close my bedroom door.

I already knew that Justin was going to be at this event which is why I was trying to find an excuse to not show up. Events in this company meant that ambassadors, hosts and co-signers could bring their kids. Whereas with the meetings, it's just the adults. That's something I learned from my mom.

The sound of my phone receiving a message caused me to look down and glance at the notification.

Mom: What time are you and Erica going to be at the event?

I picked up my phone once it turned off, checked the time: 3:46pm, then texted my mom back.

Me: I don't know.

Me: Whenever Erica is ready.

Mom: Okay just let me know.

Me: Okay

I turned off my phone then stood up from my spot on my bed. I made my way to the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind me before staring at myself in the mirror. There was another thing that Justin had over me and it was the bathroom. Even though we didn't have sex in my bathroom, considering our houses were in the same neighborhood our bathrooms looked alike. I walked up to the bathroom sink, placing my hands on the counter and went back to that night.

"Go ahead," I said in a soft whisper. "I give you consent."

Justin didn't hesitate another second, taking his belt off before pulling my pants and boxers down. After that, everything happened so fast. We were both fully naked when he picked me up and sat me on the counter

I could still feel his touch.

He cupped my cheek with his index finger and thumb, pressing his tongue against my lips and I knew he wanted to feel the inside of my mouth. When I separated my lips, he took the opportunity to slip his tongue inside. Feeling his tongue brush against mine and dance around in my mouth made my body feel warm inside.