Give me your forever

Chapter 61 - You have my blessing

"Room service. I want to be able to eat and delight in seeing my woman's sculptural body."

They ate in their room completely naked, between lots of kisses and caresses. The couple fed each other and when they were satisfied, they decided to take a shower and go to visit Num. They wanted to tell her the news.

"Baby, let's go. I want to tell mom Num that we're going to live together!" Becky said excited.
"Are you that excited to share a lifetime with me?"
"Excited doesn't get even close, my life! I just can't wait baby!"
"Even without a marriage?"
"Baby, listen to me. I do want to marry you someday, I won't lie. I want to introduce you as my wife, to tell the world that I love you! But I understand that we need to be lowkey for now. So, I don't care if we won't get married now as long as I can share my life with you. We can leave the formalities for the future. Ok?"
"Really? God, I was so worried to be hurting you..."
"Hurting me? Why would you be hurting me, baby?"
"I don't know, tua. I didn't even asked you about your dreams. I didn't know your thoughts about a life together: is it mandatory for you to get married first and only then go to live with me? Instead of asking you, I just asked you to move in with me.. "
"Baby, this is perfect! All I want is to be with you! I want to share my life, to give you my love. I want all of you and everything that belongs to you. Not material things, I want all that you have in you, you understand me? I want your heart, your body and your soul, just like I'm giving myself to you, baby. I don't want to walk paths where you're not with me. Freen, I can no longer hide this intensity I carry. There's no escape from myself anymore.  I just want you to stay in my arms and me to be in yours! Do you really believe that marriage, now, is the most important thing?"

Sarocha smiled huge in love and said:

"Baby girl, I promise you that I'll give the marriage of your dreams, with everything you deserve. I have no words to tell you how much I love you and look forward the day I'll be waiting for you in the isle. I know that this isn't the best situation now, but..."

Becky silenced Freen licking her upper lip and sucking it in the end. Then, she did the same thing with Freen's botton lip, bitting carefully, just for then, start kissing her girlfriend with so much love. Both women surrended to this lovely action, putting all the love they felt in that kiss.

When they broke the kiss, both were breathless and Rebecca said:

"This is perfect, baby! Perfect moment,  perfect situation. Everything is perfect, just like you! Freen, this is all that I want, I mean it! Please, stop saying that, teerak. Don't worry,  I'm so happy with our decision. Can't you see how happy I am? I'm shining baby! Unless you..."
"What?"
"Did you regret... love?"
"Of course not! Becky, you're my dream coming true! I can't live without you, BB! I'm just concerned about your feelings."
"Well, then your concerns and fears can finally simply go away. Because I couldn't ask for anything better, baby!" The younger actress said smiling genuinely in love.
"I love you so much my precious girl! Endlessly! But I think I don't need to tell you that I love you. It's just to pay attention in how do I look at you, huh? BecBec, I promise you to spend my entire life making sure you get all the love you deserve! You should have always been given this love, and I will do everything I can to make up for the times you didn't get it. I want to be the person who fills your days with kindness and warmth, who supports you and stands by your side no matter what. My goal is to show you how special and valued you are, and to fill your life with the love and care you have always deserved. Every moment with you will be an opportunity for me to show just how much you mean to me and to create a future where you feel cherished and adored every single day. And I promise you, I'll give you the most wonderful and beautiful wedding."
"Oh my love, I love you so much that I can't even explain. Freen, of course, marring you will be the greatest honor and the biggest realization of my life. But I want this to be something completely perfect. And for this, I mean that I don't want to have to hide it. This is love, the purest and most beautiful love in the world, not a crime! When we get married, I want to be able to tell the world! Baby, I have never known what it is to desperately and senselessly want something until I met you! I have dreamt myself dreaming of you. Do you really believe I'm upset for not getting married now? Teerak,  as long as I am with you, wake up by your side after a night fill of love, I'm good!"
"Oh teerak, if you're assuring me about this, I'm gonna be calm." Freen said relieved.
"Great! That's my lovely girl! Now, let's go, I'm looking forward to tell mom Num the great news!"
"Ok tua! Let's go!"

The couple arrived at Num's house smiling huge, spreading happiness all over the world, and that didn't go unnoticed by Freen's mom.

"Hi my daughters. How are you?"
"Hi mom. We're geeat, and you?" Freen and Becky replied at the same time.
"I'm great. Come on in. I have lots of treats that I know you girls like." Num said happily.

The 3 of them got inside and started talking about a lot of things. But Num realized that they were glowing.

"Hey girls, tell me, what is going on?"
"Haaaa?" They played the innocent girls.
"Come on, I'm not blind. Since you arrived here, you look different. In a good way, but still different. Tell me, what's up?"

The couple exchanged a lovely glance and then Freen said smiling in love while holding Becky's hand:

"Mom, I asked Becky to move in with me. And she said Yes!"
"Oh my God, this is incredible news!"
"Yes, it really is! I couldn't be happier!"
"Neither could I, mom! Freen is the woman of my life!"
"Oh, my little girl is gonna get married! I'm so happy!"
"Mmm, mom, we agreed we won't get married yet." Freen said softly.
"What? Why not, Freen? How can you treat Becky like this?" Num was concerned.
"No mom Num, you missunderstood us. In fact Freen was very worried about this, but I reassured her. Unfortunately, here in Thailand, people are still very prejudiced, and we don't know how some news like this, about us getting married, could affect our careers. So, we prefered to postpone our wedding a little, because we want it to be a source of pride. When I marry Freen, I want the whole world to know, because what we feel for each other is noble, pure and true. So, it can't be hidden!" The greenish brown-eyed girl explained their point of view to Num.
"Oh, ok. Now I get it!" The older Chankimha sair relieved.
"Mom, Becky is the love of my life! I would never disrespect her! She's more than my partner - she's my peace, my balance and the calm in my chaos! With her, love isn't just a feeling - it's a commitment, a choice I make every single day without any hesitation! I protect her heart like it's my own, because I know what she gives is rare - loyalty, softness, strength and grace. She deserves love that's steady, not seasonal. She deserves words followed by actions, promises kept in silence. I honor her, not just in public, but in private moments - when no one is watching, and all that matters is how I make her feel. She's not mine to control - she's mine to support, to grow with, to lead gently. Loving Becky has made me better, more patient, more intentional, more grounded. Because when I found her, I took a long time to confess my feelings, but since when I did it, I never played games. I'm building, protecting, pouring into her heart daily. She's not just "my woman" - she's my reason, my reflection and the one I pray I never take for granted, because I want to be her everything, like she's mine! So don't worry mom. We're gonna get married for sure, we're just gonna wait a little bit more."
"Oh, now I understand my daughters. Well, this is a great announcement! I couldn't be happier! Becky, you're the right woman for my Sarocha, I have no doubts."
"And Freen is the perfect woman for me, mom, you can be sure!" The small-eyed girl said honestly.
"I know you're perfect together. Made for each other! You, girls, have my blessing! And since you assured me that you have the desire to get married one day, I will - starting from today - start saving money for the wedding..."
"Mom, it will take a while..."
"I know Freen. But you must have in your mind that here, in Thailand, we don't have gay marriage. Our country doesn't recognize it as a legal marriage.  So we'll have to look for a country where this is gonna be possible."
"Mom Num, you're incredible!" Becky said emotional.
"I just love you so much, BecBec. And I want you, girls, to be happy! Now come on, let's celebrate!"