Give me your forever

Chapter 41 - I'm so scared, baby

"Princess,  you don't think you're enough, butnyou're wrong.  You are more than you know and more than enough, Becky!"

The rest of the afternoon was peaceful. After Freen's jealousy attack, Nam stopped teasing her friend and peace came back between them. Freen was completely attached to Becky, caressing her all the time.

Around 8pm, Heng, Irin and Nam said their goodbyes and left. But before leaving, Nam asked Sarocha:

"Hey, Saro."
"Hm?"
"Are we really okay?"
"Yes Nam,  we are okay."
"Look, I have no words to tell you how sorry I am. I never intended to be disrespectful. You and Becky are so important to me, and I would never do anything to hurt you. It's just... I love to tease you, but I had no idea of  how deep is your love..."
"Nam, let's forget that. Now you know that Becky is my entire world, my weakness. So, from now on, please, don't do that anymore.  Don't use her to hit me. You can make fun of everything, except of Becky. She's a hard limit, okay?"
"Sure Freen. I'm sorry once again."
"It's okay.  It's past." Sarocha said smiling.
"I love you Freenky!" Nam said with teary eyes.
"I love you too, you bitch." The thai girl replied amused.
"Heeeey, you can't say that to my faen" (girlfriend). Becky said pretending to be angry.

Freen and Nam froze.

"BB... I..."
"Hahahahah, I'm just kidding my love. "

Both, Freen and Nam breathed a sigh of relief when they understood that it didn't cause any trouble for the couple.

Soon, after the girl's friends leave, it was time for Num to say goodbye. Before leaving, she made a point of reiterating her invitation for them to stay at her house whenever they wanted.

A while after everyone leaving, Becky and Freen decided to go to their room. Richie offered to take his sister upstairs, but Becky insisted  to try alone, just with Freen's help. Even so, the boy walked afrer them, just in case they needed some help. But Sarocha was really concerned with her girlfriend  putting her foot on the ground, and although the light brown-eyed girl wanted to try to go alone, Freen asked Richie to take Becky upstairs.

As soon as they got at their bedroom, Becky said:

"Finally,  alone with you!!!"

Freen didn't say a word.  She just kissed her girlfriend hard.

After a really desired kiss, full of longing, the thai/british girl asked:

"Baby, are you okay? I mean, do you understand that Nam or no one else is a threat, right?"
"Yes, teerak. I won't say I don't die a little inside when she teases me about you, but I trust you. I trust our love!"
"Perfect baby! In my heart I have love. In love I have you!" The nong said.
"I love you, BecBec!"
"I love you too, Freenky!"

The couple went to bed, to watch a film. Obviously, they had no idea of what the film was about, once all they could do was to kiss.

When the film got to an end, the almond-eyed girl said:

"Baby, tomorrow is the day, right?"
"Yes... I have the RMI..." The caucasian girl said lost in thoughts.
"Hey, everything is gonna be okay.  Look at you, you're almost not in pain anymore."
"Yes baby... but what if the exam shows that I broke my ligament?"
"Well, if you have broken your ligament, we're gonna face it together and you are going to treat and will get perfectly well, right?" The phi said confidently.
"Okay..." Rebecca said lowering her head.
"Hey..." The almond-eyed girl said lifting her girlfriend's chin.
"Yes?"
"Everything is gonna be okay."
"What if I need surgery, baby?"
"My lovely teerak, stop overthinking okay? Look princess, tomorrow is only an exam.."
"Yeah, but an exam that will determine what will happen to me... what if I need surgery? They're going to cancel my contract, love. So how am I going to let another woman take my place, kissing my girlfriend? Seeing my girlfriend naked, doing sex scenes with my woman? I can't bear to see or even know that another woman touched you..."

The thai/british girl was crying.

"Wait... let.me see if I understood it correctly... are you worried if you need surgery, not with this fucking surgery, and its risks itself, but with the fact that another woman will take your place kissing me, seeing me naked and doing sex scenes with me? Is that right, princess?"
"And do you think this is a little thing?" Becky asked sniffling.
"To say the truth, yes, I think! Do you know why? Well, first because we don't know if you will really need surgery, for now this is only a possibility, not a certain. Second, even if this tipe of conduct is necessary,  khun Nattapong has already said that no one is gonna be fired, includding you. And third - and most important - even if that could happen, I already told you that I  would never be there without you. So princess, you have nothing to worry about. Becky, my body, my kisses, my thoughts are exclusively to you, my baby, can't you see that?"

Becky didn't say a word. She just let her tears come down her cheeks, hugging her girlfriend really tight.

"I love you, BB. Don't you ever forget that, okay?"
"I know baby. And I love you too! So much! It's just that I go crazy just thinking about another woman kissing you, touching you, even if it's just acting..."
"But princess, no one will touch me or kiss me. This is you privilege only! This won't happen, never BecBec.  Even on stage if it's with someone else but you, do you understand?"
"Yes. I'm so sorry,  baby. I'm so stupid... "
"No, you're not! You're amazing! And beautiful! And a realy jealousy girl too hahahha. But I think this is beautiful! You get even more beautiful when you're jealous, love. But I don't want you to worry about that. Stop overthinking.  Please, don't suffer in advance, BB."
"I love you so much, Freen!"
"I love you more, Becky! Look at me, I am the same one who always loved you. And I will always be, teerak. I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always be with you, my love! Because I love you more than my own limits. Do you remeber our first time? Which of us was happier? Wow, I gave you so many kisses... 🥰. (Freen was smiling like a fool) and I will never forget the wonderful feeling it was to make you cum for me for the very first time. Jesus, BB, I wouldn't trade any of that for anything or anyone in this world!"

Upon hearing her girlfriend's words, Rebecca relaxed and said, all silly in love:

"Our first time was really beautiful, special and unforgetable! And I can't forget it was also my first time. You were wonderful, teerak! So affectionated! You made me feel like I was the only woman in the world. I felt really special! You were perfect, my love!"
"Thank God I didn't hurt you.  I was so stupid, I didn't realize you were virgin and..."

The caucasian girl just looked at her girlfriend and said:

"Baby, how many times do I have to tell you that it was so fucking perfect? I was so afraid of giving myself to someone for the first time... afraid that they would hurt me, that it would be painful, I don't know... but giving myself to you was the best decision I made in my life! You did everything in such a caring way. You made me moan without feeling pain. And made me so happy and comfortable. Not to mention, relaxed. It couldn't have been better, princess! I'm glad it was you who took my virginity! Since the first time, I came like there was no tomorrow, but thank God  there's always tomorrow, because that way, you can always make love to me again and again and make me feel like the most special and luckiest woman in the world!"
"I'm glad I was your first, BB! It's good to know that you trusted me and the best thing ever...  no one else knows how beautiful and perfect you are in bed (or dayly)." Freen said full of herself.
"I love you Freen!"
"I love you too, Becky!"