Give me your forever

Chapter 58 - Reassurings

"Then make me even more yours than I already am! If this is possible! All I ask of you, teerak, is to keep glued to me! I love you BecBec!"

The couple woke up late the next day, the result of almost an entire sleepless night.

"I love you!" Becky said in a roarse voice. "Good morning, love. Did you sleep well? I hope so, princess!"
"Good morning my life! I love you too, BB! Yes, in your arms I always sleep well, my angel!"
"Mmmm, but that night, despite being in my arms, you had a nightmare..." The thai/british girl said feeling guilty. "Freen,  I want you to know that I will be always here for you, with you, teerak. You are always in my mind and in my heart, babe! I love you so much!"
"I know BB. But I was so scared..."
"Scared babe? Of what?"
"Becky, my biggest fear is one day losing you, you know? From the first moment you appeared, my life became infinitely better. You brought a new shine, won the most sincere smiles from me, awakened sensations that I had never felt before and made me understand how incredible it is to have a sincere and reciprocal love. And this woman... I was afraid that she would be the reason for us to have disagreements and fights, and that you would leave me..." Sarocha was crying.
"Hey my love, look at me." Rebecca asked softly. "I can't promise that we'll never disagree or fight. And I know that I'm really jealous when it comes to you, but I would never fight with you for something that I saw you weren't blame for. I did it only once, but I've learned my lesson baby. I learned it from you, princess. But love, even when we have an argument, I know that we will always find a way to resolve it and understand what is best for us. Freen, every challenge we face, only strenghtens our relationship and our love, teerak! Making this beautiful feeling grow more and more with each passing day. I will never leave you, Freenky! You're my entire world, my life, my half of a whole. Without you I don't know how to live, baby! I love you so much and I trust in you and our love! So baby, please, stop torturing yourself like that, ok?"
"I love you too, booboo. So much that it hurts. Being with you makes me feel completely whole. It is as if you fill a part of me that I didn't even realize I was missing. When we're together, everything just feels right and I just... I just... I-I can't imagine my life without you BB! You bring so much joy and peace into my world, making me feel truly complete. Thank you for being the missing piece that makes everything fall into place. With you, I am exactly who I'm meant to be!"
"Freen, I'm the one who has to be grateful here. I know I'm 4 years younger than you, and maybe I'm not as mature as you'd like me to be... and I'm so afraid of losing you because of that... please my love, don't let my immaturity, my jealousy, my lack of life experience ruin our love..."
"Hey, don't say that, teerak! Don't you ever say that again, please! You're not immature. And I never wanted anyone as I want you in my life! You're a jealousy girl? Yes! But so what? I am too! Becky, you're the best thing that happened to me! I love you!"
"I love you too, Freenky! I'm sorry for everything. "
"There's nothing to be sorry for, my life!"
"Y-yes, there is! You slept badly because of me..."
"What? No baby, this os not true!"
"Yes it is.You had a resteless sleep and the nightmare because if me."
"Oh, I had a nightmare, it's true. But this is absolutely not your fault! By the way, I don't  remember the nightmare..."
"You don't?"
"No. What did I do or say, tua?"
"You struggled and kept repeating: "let go of me! Don't you dare to touch me! I'm disgusted by you! Only becky can tpuch me, kiss me! It's becky that I love. My heart, my soul, my body, my mind, everything belongs to ber and only her!"

Freen widened her eyes.

"And when I tried to wake you up, you yelled: "I've already told you, get your disgusting hands off me! Only my Becky can do that! Did you hear me? Only MY BECKY!!!!  Not you!"
"Really? God, I'm so sorry BecBec I didn't recognize you..."
"Hey, don't be silly babe! You were in the midle of a nightmare. You weren't supposed to recognize me."
"BB, I always recognize you, angel. Even in my sleep."
"Yes, that's true baby. But you were far away in an awful and terrifying nightmare, huh? Don't demand so much from yourself, right?" The youger girl said softly and squinting.
"All right..." The almond-eyed girl replied in a sad tone.
"Love?"
"Mhm?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Anything gorgeous."
"Yesterday,  when you asked me to go live with you..."
"Yes?"
"Were you serious?"
"What do you mean, teerak? Of course I was serious! Why? Did you regret?" Sarocha asked desperately.
"No! Of corse not! It's just I was wondering..."
"If I did this because of the fear to lose you?"

The small-eyed girl lowered her head blushing.

"Becky, look at me, teerak. Listen, I adore you a lot! In ways I can't even express. Sometimes it's just hard to tell you. BB, thank you for the little things you always do. My heart always wants to hug you, to make you feel that I'm happy and loved, that you actually care about me. Sometimes, I can't express what I feel, but my heart always respects you, cares for you, loves you for all that you are! You are the cutest, tua! You have never given up on me. And I know that I made you feel bad before we started dating, but still you never gave up on me. Thanks a lot for always being there for me baby, never make me feel alone or hurt or for never replacing me for someone else, despite my bad bahavior on the beggining. But I would never ask you to live with me just for selfishness. Becky, you are very special to me and I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart, and I will never let you go. If I asked you to live with me, it's because I want this more than anything in my life, tua! I need you always: today, tomorrow and forver! So please, teerak, come live with me? Not because I'm afraid of losing you and all the amazing things we've built together, but because I love you and I want to share the rest of my life with you!"

The younger actress smiled in love and throwing herself into her girlfriend's arms, said:

"Yes! Yes! Yes! A million times yes, teerak!"
"Yes?" Freen asked smiling huge in love.
"Of course my endless love! This is all that I want! I'm sorry, I got a little insecure baby. I won't forgive myself for this..."
"No Becky, please don't you ever say that again. There is no more room for this silly things of ours. You said yourself,  there is nothing more to be sorry about, right?"
"Yes. But..."
"No more ifs or buts, ok? Let's make a deal? Let's just leave all this shit behind, no more talks of darknesses. Let's just forget all the painfull things and live a life full of love, joy and happiness?"

The thai/british girl smiled and said blissfully:

"Yes!"
"Then come here my love, I want to kiss the love of my life."

They kissed passionately and they couldn't hold on anymore. The couple made love passionately. After a few orgasms, Freen said in a lewd way:

"May God protect you from the wave of joy that invades me whenever I am with you! May He protect you from my sinfull kiss, so delicious and so passionate and so wet with pleasure. Because I swear to you my love, I don't know where does this force that atracts me straight to you comes from."
"Why would God need to protect me from all these wonderful things? Baby, I need to tell you... I'm so fucking in love with you! So much so that I need to breath the same air around you. I want to have in my skin, the same sun that tanes you, I need to touch you and to make you smile. I don't need God to protect me. Maybe you're the one in need of protection..." The small-eyed girl said with a pouding heart.
"Becky,  I want you so bad! Every time I see you I want and desire you, I just can't disguise! My feet doesn't touch the ground anymore, my eyes are unable to see my way. I want to live your smile, your look. I belong with you! In your arms is my place! Even when I look at the stars, all I see is you. Only you!" You take my breath away! It took me a long time to find you and even longer to have you only for myself, but now, all I want is to give myself and have you all for me, so that we'll never have to be apart again. Booboo, you're the perfect fit for my heart, your smile is the flame of my passion. Your eyes fascinates me and I desire you for much more than pleasure! So I think we are both already well protected, aren't we? God found the perfect way to protect us: the great love that exists between us, will protect we both, teerak!"
"Exactly baby girl! Freen, I want to tell you that loving you was the second best thing I've ever done. The first one was finding you! You're the love of my life!"

They came back kissing, but were interrupted by the room telephone.

Freen answered. It was the hotel manager.

"Yes?"
"Ms Freen? Good morning."
"Good morning."
"I'm sorry to bother you, but I'd like to know if I should look for another hotel for you..."
"Yes please. Becky and I will be ready in about 1 hour and a half."
"No problem at all. Take your time. I will arrange everything for you. See you soon."
"Thanks a lot."
"You're welcome. That's the least I can do."

The thai girl hung up the phone and said:

"Teerak, we can continue this later. Shall we take a shower and get ready to change hotels?"
"Yes baby. But do you know where are we going?"
"Not yet. But I don't care. With you by my side, any place is perfect!"