chapter 46

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Roxanne stood in the center, the cryptic message still glowing on the screen:

THE ROOT IS NOT DEAD.
THE SPIDER KEY IS ONLY THE FIRST.
THE HEIR RETURNS.

Holwen tightened his arm around her waist fractionally—a quiet, protective habit.

"Roxy," he murmured. "Look at me."

She didn't.

Her eyes were too wide, too bright

Cain and Loman recognized it instantly.

The shift.

The spark.

The speed.

Loman whispered, "...Here it comes."

The mates all turned toward him—confused, tense.

Holwen opened his mouth to ask—

—but Roxanne's brain snapped into overdrive before anyone could speak.

She grabbed the holographic controls with trembling hands.

"If the heir reference is chronological, then the Founders' order implies the Root Key wasn't destroyed, it was fragmented, and if I align the thirteen symbols—then maybe—maybe I can reconstruct the core matrix and if I do that we can get ahead of them—no, no, wait—if I overlay it with the spider code—"

Her fingers flew.
Too fast.
Too frantic.

Rolkan stepped forward, taken aback.
"Rox—hey, slow down—"

She didn't hear him.

Zolekh's eyes widened. "This—this is her bipolar episode?"

Abel swallowed. "We knew she had episodes, but—this is—"

Helixiar whispered, voice trembling, "This is mania?"

Cain's voice cut through, firm and final:

"Yes."

Roxanne was spiraling.

Her breaths turned shallow.
Her hands shook.
Her pupils blew wide.

The mates froze—because knowing she had bipolar disorder was one thing, but seeing her brilliant mind unravel into chaos in real time—

It shook them.

Roxanne clutched the hologram.
"It's all connected— I can fix it— I can solve it— I can open everything— I just need— I need—"

Holwen reached for her wrist.

"Sweetheart, stop—"

"DON'T!" she barked, yanking away, voice cracking.
"If I stop—if I stop thinking—I'll fall—I don't want to fall—don't make me fall—"

Her mates flinched.

Not at her volume.

At the fear.

The raw, trembling fear.

Cain moved immediately.

He shut the hologram off with a single command.

The Vault dimmed 40%.

Roxanne gasped, suddenly blind to her own thoughts as the lights faded.

"What—NO—turn it back—Cain—Cain I have to think—I HAVE TO—"

He cupped her cheeks gently.

"Little star. Breathe."

She shook her head violently.
"No—no, don't do this—I'll crash—Cain—I can't crash—don't let me—please—"

Her voice broke.

Abel inhaled sharply.
Zolekh cursed softly.
Helixiar covered her mouth with trembling fingers.
Rolkan's hands balled into fists.

Holwen stepped behind her, pressing his chest to her back, grounding her with solid warmth.

"Roxy," he whispered. "You're safe."

She stiffened.

Her breaths stuttered.

Loman approached next, slow and steady.

"Rox, look at me."

She didn't.

He took her trembling hands, gently but firmly pulling them away from her hair.

"Hey. Focus on the sound of my voice."

Her eyes flickered toward him.

Barely.

Cain nodded at her mates—giving them silent instructions.

They moved with him instinctively.

Helixiar softened her tone.
"Sweetheart... your thoughts are too loud. Let us quiet them with you."

Abel pressed her hand to his chest.
"Match my breathing. You've done this before."

Rolkan brushed her hair away from her face.
"Talk to me. Just one thought. One. I'll hold it with you."

Zolekh dimmed the room further, warm light spilling into the Vault.
"No pressure. You don't have to fix anything right now."

Holwen wrapped his arms fully around her.
"I've got you."

And slowly—

slowly—

her breathing evened.

Her shoulders dropped.

Her gaze sharpened from frantic to aware.

She whispered, voice shaking:

"...you all weren't supposed to see that."

Holwen kissed the top of her head.
"We wanted to."

Zolekh added, voice steady, "We need to. We can't protect you if we don't understand you."

Abel squeezed her hand.
"It's not weakness. It's a pattern. And patterns can be managed."

Rolkan tilted her chin up playfully.
"You scare us more when you bottle everything."

Helixiar pressed their foreheads together.
"Let us carry you too."

Roxanne blinked hard.

"...I'm sorry."

Loman rolled his eyes dramatically.
"Here we go."

Cain added, "Don't apologize."

Holwen whispered into her hair—

"You don't scare us."

Zolekh corrected, "We love you."

Abel sealed it.
"During the brilliance.
During the tilt.
During the crash.
All of it."

Roxanne's throat tightened.

"...thank you."

Flashlights buzzed.
The Vault lit up again.

She straightened.

Her voice steady once more.

"Let's continue."
She swallowed.
"Together."

And her mates closed ranks around her—
a shield of warmth and strength and quiet love.

The Vault hummed.

The message glowed.

The hunt continued

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