Insane yet Sweet (Light x reader)

Weak

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Days pasted after the time you all played the pocky and and life was pretty boring. You were actually staring to get rather depressed staying here. You still had to be handcuffed.

Why can't they just believe we aren't Kira?

You and Light asked yourselves this since you had been locked up. Light has been pretty miserable also but he often cheered up after talking with you which was quite a lot since you were chained together. Ryuzaki has been working nonstop on the investigation and he announced that there is probably another person with the same power as Kira. You and Light were confused.

3 Kira's?! Even just having 1 was annoying enough.

You and light also had to be wherever Ryuzaki was. He still refused to take off the handcuffs. He told you both there was still a 20% we were Kira.

You leaned towards Light and whispered. "Doesn't Ryuzaki seem recently kind of down?" You had noticed he was not having a lot of confidence recently.

Sometimes you offered him cake and he refused. That's not normal.

Light nodded at your question. Both of you continued to whisper so the detective couldn't hear you. You didn't want to seem gossipy but he looked like he needed a break or to get his mind off the case. You as well needed a break from all this stress. Hearing Ryuzaki call you Kira sometimes really pissed you off. You started to also fall into a state similar to the raven haired man. You sometimes had bad thoughts but brushed them away telling yourself you could never do such a thing. But being held in that hell for three months was actually affecting you mentally.

"(F/n) want to grab something to eat? It's almost lunch." Light asked his innocent brown eyes smiled at me. You just shrugged. "I don't really care anymore." Light raised his eyebrows questionably. "What do you mean you don't care anymore?" You shrugged again looking away. You've held in your feeling about this for so long. You didn't want to release your emotion in front of Light and Ryuzaki.

I can't be weak infront of them.

"Tell me whats wrong." Lights eyes turned serious. Why does he care? "I just hate it here. I hate being suspected. I just want to be home it's all I want. I miss us Light...." Your voice slightly cracked hinting you would soon hit your breaking point. He put and arm around you and laid his head on your shoulder. "Me too (f/n)" he replied. Light never cried. You only saw him cry once. Why did he cry that one time again? You couldn't remember but it didn't matter now.

Light had talked to Ryuzaki a few times behind your back about your emotions. Well of course they were going to change if you currently held in a prisoner situation. Light said you had been crying a lot more often and sometimes brought up suicide. Although you never said you were going to kill yourself Light was uneasy about you saying the word.

Light had also agreed to join the investigation so you and him could leave suspicion faster. Now he barely got any sleep and it seemed his happiness was starting to lag. We were both pretty much crestfallen at this point.

"(F/n) come over here" you whirl around to answer the voice. "What do you want?" You question the obsidian haired Ryuzaki. You turned around in his chair and told you to come to him with his hands. You stepped towards him and raised an eyebrow. He handed you a glass bowl of vanilla ice cream. "Thank you Ryzuzaki buy I'm not in the mood. He looked into your face as though he could  read all your thoughts. "You have to eat it. There is medication within it. It will make you happier than you've been." You just continued to stare at him almost glaring. "I'm not going to" you declare setting down the bowl. "And who told you I'm not happy?" He just nodded over to Light sitting in his chair on a laptop listening in on your whole conversation. You really just wanted to smash the bowl on both their heads and throw a tantrum but you knew it would be better if you didn't. "(F/n) please just take it... I miss seeing you happy." Light quietly spoke. "That would be fake happiness then" you said ready to stomp off but you couldn't cause your were attached to them.

"Ryuzaki can you please remove the handcuffs" you almost yell at him. "I'm so sick of being around you and Light while you two just sit at your computers all day. I want to do something exiting." You beg knowing the answer will be "I'm sorry but I can't let you run around without anyone watching you." You thought for a moment. "Then how about you uncuff us but you can still watch us on cameras?" L wasn't quite sure. He had thought about it before but it was just to risky.

L's (POV)

She's wanting to be free of cuffs that badly... As much as I don't like seeing her unhappy I really can't do anything about it. I myself have also being feeling depressed. I'm starting to think that they actually might not be Kira. All that hard work and I've gone nowhere. It's almost if I started anew on a fresh white page. I listened to her rant more and decided. "I shall remove the cuffs but I will be video taping your every move." I settled back and watched her smile a bit. I got up from my crouching poison and fished out a key from a nearby box. I unlocked all three and we all stretched out our wrists. "This feels so much better." Light and (f/n) both exclaimed.

Your (POV)

When he unlocked the handcuffs you were surprised. You didn't think he would let you off that easily. Apparently our suspicion has almost dropped to zero. Your heart raced as Ryuzaki explained that their was another person who held Kira's powers. You wished it wasn't true but this was helping you and light with suspicion. Ryuzaki claims he already knows the person to be the new Kira.

"I'll go after him tomorrow." Light stood up. You frowned at him. "No way Light. If he is the real Kira you might die...." You quietly added the last part. He pulled you close and kissed your forehead gently. "No I won't, I'll probably have the other members with me too. It things got out of hand they could kill him." You nodded and rested your head on his chest. You hadn't felt this warmth in awhile. It's felt like you had been asleep these past months and was finally waking up from a bad dream in his arms. One of the police members named "Matsuda" offered to go with light, or more like he was forced to. You had to admit all you had seen that guy do was bring a Ryuzaki coffee. He was just so kindhearted and stupid sometimes it was hard to believe he was working with everyone on this serious case. Light would be wearing an ear piece along with Matsuda to listen to L's orders on the mission. L didn't know much about this "next Kira" but he did know his killing patterns were different than the real Kira's and his victims were also different.

Light would start the mission in two days. That have him some time to get ready and think. You were mentally flipping out. You were scared. Scared of losing him. He was the only person in this dark world making you happy.

"I want to go too." You said softly. You knew Light would never agree. "No." Light replied looking quite angry. "But I haven't done anything to help the case at all. This is the least I could do. " Light shook his head. "(F/n) do you know what would happen if I lost you this soon?" His brown eyes flashed to your (e/c) ones. You gulped hoping he wasn't going to say what you knew he might say. "I woul-" he started but you slapped him shutting him up. "Don't even say that." You spat at him your face heating up. You then softened a little and regretted slapping him. He just held his head low. You came and sat on his lap. "Light I'm really sorry I slapped you and snapped at you.." You said feeling your heart sink. He sighed. "No I should apologize, I should think about what I say before I say it. I'm sorry." You both closed your eyes for a moment and took deep breaths.

That night you couldn't fall asleep. Even though it felt amazing to not feel a metal ring around your wrist anymore you were bothered. What if  we're never cleared of suspicion? What if Light gets killed? What would i do?  Those three thoughts lingered in your head until Light joined you in bed again.

"Can't sleep huh?" He asked getting comfortable under the covers. "What's sleep?" You nervously laughed looking away. You were both laying facing each other. Your noses barely a hair apart. He started to pick up strands of your (h/c) hair and twist it around his finger. "I can't wait to leave here. I can't wait to go back and see your mom and Sayu." You manage to smile at him. "Me too" he says trying to smile as well. His brown bangs were covering his eyes and you swore you saw something slide down his cheek. "Light are you ok?" You ask quietly. He looked up and smiled. The thing you thought you saw slide down his cheek wasn't there anymore. "Yeah I'm fine." He said continuing to play with your hair. Oh it was my imagination.

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