Our Chocolate Romance - Mello x Reader (Death Note Fanfiction)

Watching the Sunrise

~{Y/N}'s POV~

I opened my eyes at 3:00 in the morning and looked to my side. Mello was fast asleep and still completely naked.

Oh God. Last night... We...

I blushed thinking about how slutty I was. He's gonna think I'm crazy!! Well, I am, but... More than usual!!

I climbed out of the bed slowly and quietly, making sure not to wake Mello. I smiled when I saw how peaceful he looked. I slipped on some clothes, brushed my teeth and went to get something to eat downstairs. Matt was there already, and when he saw me he blushed a little. Then he smirked and said, "Good morning, alcoholic."

"Hey, Matt. When'd you get home?" I asked. I remembered him leaving when I pinned Mello down to the floor.

"I just got back. I went clubbing, since you wanted to get your freak on last night." He said, and I blushed.

"Shut up." I said. "Besides, I was drunk."

"But you remember what happened, so you didn't black out. You had sex with him, didn't you?" He accused, and I blushed again.

"M-maybe. I'm 16, and next month I'll be 17. It's normal."

"Is he awake yet? Like, how are you awake? It's 4:00."

"I don't know..." I said, "He's fast asleep. I just... I don't know, I just woke up."

"Well, I'm gonna get to bed, too. Are you okay by yourself?"

"Yeah," I said, and I went up to Matt and kissed him on the forehead. "Goodnight, I guess."

He went upstairs and closed the door to his bedroom. I sighed and sat down on our couch. I'm so bored, but I'm not tired anymore. Maybe I should go for a walk on the beach shore...

I left a note for Mello and slipped on my shoes. I was dressed and everything. I wasn't even hungry. I walked outside and followed the sound of calm and relaxing waves to find a beach with beautiful and clear water. This is amazing!! Oh my God, Boss is amazing!!

I sat down on the sand and watched the water for a while. For some odd reason, I began to think of my past.

I was abandoned at the age of 3. I stayed on the streets of England until one day, Mello found me. He was abandoned as well. And soon after that, we were taken in by Wammy's House. I don't have the same intelligence that Mello and Near have, but I am a literature prodigy, and an amazing fighter. Of course, I have a higher IQ than most children, but I don't think like a detective like L, or a genius like Near. I'm just a prodigy. I'm just me.

I sighed and looked towards the ocean. L...

It had been around 3 years since L died, and I still felt bad. He didn't deserve to die. I would've given my life for his. He had so much to live for. And initially, it didn't bother me, since all I cared about was finding Mello, but then the grief kicked in. L was gone, and I would never see him again. But it's okay. He's watching over you. All the time. And he's happy that you finally got to be with Mello, well, that's if having sex makes you a couple. Who knows? Maybe it didn't mean anything to him. Maybe having sex changed his mind about you.

The waves from the water made me feel so serene but so alone. I watched as I saw the sun poke up over the horizon. I wish Mello was here to see this with me. To see the whole world with me. I want to spend every second of the day with him. Before it's too late and he ends up like L.

"It's so beautiful..." I muttered, and I began to tear up. "I'm such an idiot. I love my best friend, lost my virginity to him, and yet I can't stop wanting more from him."

"Then why don't you just ask?" A voice said from behind me. I whirled around and Mello and standing there, arms crossed, and a soft, loving smile on his face. He came and sat down directly to my left. "What's wrong? Why're you here all by yourself?"

"I didn't want to wake you up, so I came here." I said. "You looked so peaceful. I didn't want to disturb you."

"Well, you should've disturbed me. Matt woke me up and told me you had left and went by yourself. I know that you don't know the area well, so I followed behind."

"Thanks, Mello."

"Well," he said. "There was something I wanted to talk to you about, as well."

My heart skipped a beat and my eyes widened. Oh, God. Don't tell me that he's gonna ask me to forget about what happened. "What is it, Mello?"

"Well, I know that you were drunk last night, but, I want you to know that I can't forget what happened. I love you. But, if you don't want to have a relationship, I get it. But I'm not gonna deny what happened between us." He rushed, and I exhaled.

Thank God, he still loves me.

"Thank God, you feel the same..." I said, and he looked at me in shock.

"You feel the same?! Wait, so are we going out now?" He asked.

"Yeah, why not? I love you, you love me. We love each other." I shrugged and rested my head on Mello's shoulder.

The sun was now coming up, making the sky a light pink. It made me feel happy to be with Mello. Right... This is what happiness should feel like. Mello loves you and you're not some footnote in his life.

"Mello?" I said, and he glanced at me.

"Hm? What's wrong?" He asked, running his fingers through my hair gently.

"I love you." I said, and he leaned down and kissed me.

"I love you, too."