Our Chocolate Romance - Mello x Reader (Death Note Fanfiction)

With or Without

~{Y/N}'s POV~

I sighed as I stared at the living world again, monitoring Lawliet and Near. "Hey, {Y/N}, you're gonna make yourself more depressed if you keep sulking and staring at Law." Matt called, and I looked over my shoulder at him.

"I just miss the regular world. I miss our home. I miss Near. I miss Law. I just wanna go home." I explained, and he sat beside me and nudged me playfully.

"I know, but you gotta stay strong. There's no way to go back. Well, that I know of, anyways. I mean, it wouldn't surprise me at this point. A notebook that kills people, and actual Death Gods... There probably is a way to go back. But we just don't know."

A notebook that kills people and Death Gods, huh?

Wait. Hold on a minute.

The Shinigami. They're the only ones with Death Notes. So how did Light get one?

I gasped and clung to Matt, squealing. "God, Matt, you're amazing!! Come on, let's go tell L and Mello!!"

Matt, who was no doubt confused, followed me as I ran with all my might to Mello and L before skidding to a stop and blabbing my idea to them. "Guys... WHAT IF THERE WAS A WAY TO GO HOME?!" I screamed, and they jumped at the sudden increase in volume. .

"We're dead, {Y/N}. I'm sure we're stuck here," Mello said, and I shook my head.

"Think about this. Shinigami are the only beings that are supposed to have Death Notes. They're all distributed in the Shinigami Realm, somewhere in MU. So how did Light Yagami get one?"

L looked at me for a moment before nodding. "You think that there's a connection between MU and the real world. Like how the Shinigami can appear on Earth. And that somehow you can go into the human world, like a Shinigami."

"Precisely. And if there is, somehow a way to get back to the human world, I'm going back. I hate it here, and my baby needs me."

Mello looked at me in disbelief. "But, {Y/N}, I'm telling you, we're dead. Even if there were a way, don't you think it'd be like turning us into zombies?"

"I'm willing to take the gamble. It's for our baby, Mihael. Come on. Don't you miss him?"

"Of course I do. But I don't want to risk spending eternity with you to go to the real world. The world that hated us."

"Who knows? Maybe we'll end up saving it?"

"From what? Kira's gone. And besides, what's the world ever done for us?? It hated us!! The only thing we had was this. Us. And our baby."

"So don't you want to see him one last time?!"

"Not if it means risking what's left of us."

"What's left of us is our baby."

"He's gone, {Y/N}. We can't see him. I'm not usually one to say this, but, it's impossible. You gotta give it up and be satisfied with what we got."

I clenched my jaw and turned around and grabbed Matt's arm, running away from Mello.

I'm seeing my baby. With or without Mello. He doesn't own me. He's the father, he should be in the exact same boat as I'm in.