Our Chocolate Romance - Mello x Reader (Death Note Fanfiction)

Sweet Dreams, Bitter Nightmares

This one's dedicated to my friend Brian, who passed away on August 23rd at 7:31 PM.

Words can never describe how much I miss you, and when you were pronounced dead, I felt my entire world just crumble around me. Wherever you are, I'm so sorry that I couldn't save you. I'm sorry that you were in so much pain that you ended your own life. I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you, it be an argument or every time I said that I loved someone other than you unknowingly. Every time I rejected you, up until these few months, which ended up being the best out of these couple years. If I could take all of that upon myself, I would. Hell, if it were up to me, that day in the hospital, if I could've switched places with you, I would've done it in a heartbeat. Now I'm just waiting. Waiting for someone to love me like you did. Waiting to be able to see you again. Waiting for someone to tell me that this is a dream. At 7:31 that night, when they told me you were gone, my world collapsed, and I felt every ounce of hope drain from me. I knew that you weren't coming back, and that's what hurt most. I would never see those dark brown eyes, that messy blonde hair, that priceless, joker smile again. But wherever you are, in Neverland, Wonderland, MU, Heaven, wherever. I'm gonna try my best to live and love for both of us. Just as you would've done if I had died those times when I was in the hospital. Brian, you will be missed. Dearly, actually. Come back to me, idiot. I miss you. Yours truly, madly, and always, Jaz Naya.

NOW TO THE FANFICTION CHAPTER!

~{Y/N}'s POV~

"So," I said, "You and A... How did you guys, y'know, get together?"

B shrugged. "It just happened, I guess. I just started noticing little things, like how beautiful his smile was, and how my heart just beat a little faster when I was with him."

I snickered, and B glared. "I know, it's cheesy, alright? But it's how it went. And then one day in the dorms, one thing led to another, and... Yeah."

"So? Who topped? Who fucked who?" I joked.

"Me," he seriously explained, "I can't be submissive, really. I'm sure that Mello's written that down in his notes. I'm not a submissive person in character."

I felt my cheeks go warm, and B smirked. "Learn to pick on people your own size, {Y/N}."

"Whatever," I dismissed, stretching my arms and then running a hand through my hair.

"Okay, I'm pretty sure that we've gotten to at least the halfway point." B said, and I nodded.

Halfway there...

"So? What's your plan? Are we gonna blackmail a Shinigami or are we just gonna hop into the portal thing and pray for the best?" I questioned.

"It depends on you, really. We'll see once we're there. Right now, I feel in need of a nap."

"Really? Can you even sleep in MU?" I sighed, and B nodded.

"It's hard to, but yeah. I like to sleep."

"Okay. Break to nap, then," I agreed. "Goodnight, I guess."

~B's POV~

I waited for {Y/N} to fall asleep before I did, making sure that she could sleep. Once I knew she was sleeping, I let myself drift off.

"B..." A voice said, sending shivers down my spine. "Why're you with her? Why aren't you with me?"

It was A. I couldn't see him, but the voice... It was A.