Our Chocolate Romance - Mello x Reader (Death Note Fanfiction)

What If...?

~{Y/N}'s POV~

"Mello," I said, "My period is late for this month."

I saw Mello's eyes widen, and his face of utter disbelief and shock appeared. "Wait... Are you sure?" He asked, and I raised an eyebrow.

"Mel," I said. "I think I'd notice blood pouring out of me like there's no tomorrow."

No way, could I be... Could I be pregnant? I mean, Mello never used a condom, but...

"Oh, my god..." Mello muttered. "It can't be that... You're pregnant, could it?"

"I... I don't know. I need to take a test." I said, and I picked up my phone and called Matt, who picked up on the second ring.

"Hey, what is it? I'm getting the food, don't worry." He said.

"Matt," I said. "Don't freak out, but on your way home, can you stop and pick me up a pregnancy test?"

I heard the brakes squeal and I held my breath, knowing full well that Matt was about to freak the fuck out. "What?" He yelled. "You're pregnant?"

"No, no," I corrected, "I don't know yet, hence the test. Just go buy the goddamn test, Matty!!" I said, and I heard him sigh.

"Alright, alright, I will. Jeez. There better be some sort of thanks for this when I get home!"

"Yeah, yeah. Bye, Matty." I said, and I hung up the phone.

Mello, who still looked shocked, looked at me with questioning eyes. "Is he gonna get it?"

I nodded, and sat down on the edge of the bed, and put my hands over my face. Ugh. I feel like Hell. Mello, who hadn't moved until then, got up and sat beside me, playfully knocking his knee into mine. I put my head on his shoulder and I felt tears tinge the back of my eyes. If I were to become a mother... I don't think I'd be good at it. Of course, if I was pregnant, I was happy, but I've got no patience with kids, and neither does Mello. God, what am I gonna do? I'm not about to put it up for adoption, and have the kid live the same life Mello and I did. I want to raise it. But Mello probably won't like that...

Just then, I heard the front door open and close, and footsteps running up the stairs. Then the bedroom door opened and Matt came in, panting and confused. "Here, pregnancy tests." He said, handing me a bag. "Now, care to explain what's going on?"

I sighed. "Mello and I have done... It... Twice now. Neither of the times did he decide to wear protection, and I don't have any birth control pills to take, either. My period didn't come this month, either. So maybe the explanation for today was that I'm pregnant."

Mello stood up. "C'mon. Matt bought the food, so let's go eat and then you can take the test."

I nodded and set the bag down on the bed. I followed Mello like a puppy downstairs, where the food was on the dining room table. My face lit up and I sped past him to the table, took my food, and began eating.

Matt snickered at the sight. "Yeah, I'm about 99% sure she's pregnant."

I glared at him. "Matty! I'm eating! Don't stress me out!"

He put his hands up. "Geez, sorry, {Y/N}!"

Mello laughed and sat down beside me, taking his food out. Matt followed and sat down, too, and we all ate together. Once we were done, I went upstairs and grabbed the bag of tests. Okay, so I have to pee on it... And it'll give me a positive or negative sign to indicate if I'm pregnant or not. Simple enough.

I went to the bathroom, too a shower, and took the test, and then waited for the result. When it appeared, there was an extremely dark negative sign... But there was a faint outline of a positive sign, too. So am I pregnant or not, test?!

Confused and unsure of what the result was, I called Mello in to see what he thought. "You see?" I said, showing him the test. "Is it negative or positive?"

He squinted and shrugged. "I think it's negative, but maybe it's positive. I don't really know. Ask Matt. MATT!"

Matt came running up the stairs and into the bathroom, too. I showed him the test, and he, too, had no clue what it was.

"Maybe you have to go to a doctor..." Mello suggested, and I sighed.

"I don't like going to the doctor!!" I complained, and he gave me a disapproving glare.

"You have to find out if you're pregnant or not! This is serious!"

I groaned in annoyance as Matt nodded in agreement. Mello pulled out his cell phone and dialled a number. "I can get us an appointment at a doctor for tomorrow morning." He said, and then the phone connected. Within 5 minutes, Mello had booked an appointment for me to visit a doctor just mere minutes away from our house.

"Now, shouldn't you get some sleep?" Matt said, and I shrugged.

"Sure. It seems late, anyways. What time is it, Mel?"

"It's 9:30 PM." He said, giving me a weirded out face. I hated going to bed this early. "It's alright. I'll stay with you."

I nodded and began taking off my clothes to change into my pyjamas. I was used to changing in front of Mello. It was nothing for me, really. But Matt, however, covered his eyes and ran out of the room. I rolled my eyes and laughed. Oops. Sorry, Matty.

I slipped on my PJ's and laid down on the bed, and Mello laid down besides me. He began to play with my hair and then he sighed. "Tomorrow's gonna be a big day for us, huh?"

I nodded, and again, I felt the strong urge to cry. But since Mello was there, I held back the tears. Immediately, he looked worried. "What's wrong, {Y/N}?"

"N-nothing..." I muttered, my voice cracking.

"It's not nothing." He scolded, "C'mon, tell me. What am I your boyfriend for, huh?"

I couldn't take it anymore. I began to cry, and I looked into Mello's blue and piercing eyes. "I'm scared, Mel. If I am pregnant... What're we gonna do? I won't be able to be the badass I always have been! And you... You might not love me anymore!! I know you don't like kids, and what if when the baby's born... You leave?! What if you don't want to be with us?"

His eyes widened, and he kissed me on the forehead. "Who told you that? {Y/N}, I'd love to be the father to your kid. In fact, when you told me that it was even a possibility, I was ecstatic. I love you. I would never leave you. Not after everything we've been through these past three years. You... You're my other half. I wouldn't leave you, with or without the baby. It's gonna be okay."

The tears kept flowing, but the worry faded. When Mello reassured me, I really felt like things were okay. It wasn't just how I felt, it was the truth. Mello had that special link with me.

But still, I had to ask, "Y-you promise?"

He sighed but nodded. "Of course. I promise."

I went closer to him, and snuggled up to his chest. "I love you, Mihael Keehl."

"And I love you, {Y/N} {L/N}."

And those few, short words eased my heart. I let myself slip into a deep sleep, forgetting all of the worry and fear of that day.