Our Chocolate Romance - Mello x Reader (Death Note Fanfiction)

All I Ever Wanted

~{Y/N}'s POV~

I knelt beside B's body, checking to see if he was breathing. I'd been curious as to if someone could die while being in MU, but B was breathing. I knew how Matt was, and that all he wanted was to protect me. However, I knew that B had something important to set straight.

"Don't go near him, {Y/N}!!" Matt warned, and I ignored him as Mello calmed him down.

"B," I called, "B, can you hear me?"

"Fuck," he swore, and I heaved a sigh of relief.

"Oh, thank God. Are you okay? Can you stand?" I asked, and he groaned, stretching is arms above his head.

"Honey, I'm a serial killer. I've taken on more than your friend there," he snarled, and I rolled my eyes.

"Oh, you haven't even seen the real deal, you asshole," Matt yelled, and I crossed my arms, standing in a scolding manner.

"Come on, Matt, I'll let you loose on him after we hear what this is all about, okay?"

When he remained quiet, I took the chance to help B up and start questioning him. "Why're you here, B?"

"I told you already, I'm here because A lied to us. We can all go back to the normal world. And I know, I hurt you when I believed him and actually fell for his stupid act, but I'm telling the truth."

This a big decision...

"I'm even willing to go with you. But I'm sure that A's following me, so if we're doing this, we have to act fast."

To trust or not to trust...

"Mello, what do you think?" I asked, glancing over at him to look into his blue eyes, that at the time, were the only comfort I had in that room other than Matt's overprotective aura.

"It's your choice, babe," he said, "You've always been the better judge of character."

"Kid. I love the guy. But you and your husband have got something that A and I never had. An unbreakable trust."

I looked at B and his eyes, and all I saw was vulnerability. He looked so uncertain of himself and it reminded me of myself. I sighed, and then looked at Matt. Everything in his expression was screaming at me not to trust B, to let ourselves find a way home, that he was tricking us for ulterior motives.

"Matt," I said, "what do you think?"

Matt's eyes went slightly wider, surprised that I'd even considered asking him, and he clicked his tongue. "Not my baby, {Y/N}. All I want is for you to be happy. But if you three going, I'm going with you. and so are L and Light."

I stared at Mello and Matt, the two men in my life that meant the absolute most to me, and I knew that I had to trust my gut. letting them down was as bad as death for me, and I'd already experienced it once, so I hadn't wanted to experience again.

"Okay, B," I agreed, "We're going back to the Shinigami Realm. Mells, Matt, go get L and Light."

They left, leaving me alone with B. Somehow, my stomach felt unsettled, and I studied B's expression. He looked genuinely concerned, but something at the back of my head kept telling me that this was a mistake.

I did the right thing... I hope.

~Lawliet's POV~

Ah, I'm ready to burst out -- catch every part of me! Ah, with both your hands, catch me for me.