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Hey guys, it's been awhile.

I know I said this would be the year I would do more, but I recently got a new job, and my home life hasn't been great.

It seems whenever I get my life back on track, something goes wrong and it screws me over.

I went away with family for a week, and I had such a creative flow. I was so excited to get back home and do more. But then work has had a toll on me, and I have to deal with bullying at home.

Don't get me wrong, I love my job. I know not many people can say that, so I feel extremely lucky. It even helped my stress and mental health.

But when I'm at home when I actually have free time, I have to deal with my parents that are always on the verge of snapping, and my sisters that constantly belittle, and mock me. Making me feel less motivated and angry. And when I snap, I'm the bad guy.

I have one happy place, watching music videos, anime, and reading manga while listening to k-pop. I love to watch Ateez and Stray kids music videos. But whenever I want to watch them on the living room TV, they laugh at me saying it's dumb and purposefully talk much louder than the speaker, and get angry at me when I get angry and turn it up louder.

Anyway, I'm really sorry for the long rant. I'm just so burnt out, and exhausted that I don't really have motivation for anything at the moment.

I promise I'll get back as soon as I can, but I can't promise when.

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