"THEO OUT!" I shouted.
"Babe-" he started.
"I said get out Theo." I spat he looked at me and sighed before turning around and leaving my house. Theo and I just had our first big fight. It started out as nothing, just a little fight about something I can't even remember then it snowballed into a fight about every little thing wrong in our relationship. I sighed and deiced I needed some fresh air. I ended up going to the new club Sinema.
After I downed my sixth, no fifth, actually I think it was my seventh drink, I couldn't even walk straight. I stumbled around until my eyes landed on a really hot guy. I don't know what came over me but I was flirting with him as if it was my nature. All of the sudden his lips were on mine and I didn't stop him.
I don't know how it happened but we ended up in the back room. I had already taken off his shirt and mine. Little did I know that Theo had also come to the club and had sniffed me out. I started unbuckling his pants when Theo found me.
"Y/n?" he gasped. Hearing his voice was all it took for me to sober up and I had unattached my lips from the stranger.
"Theo, oh my god." I stood frozen not knowing what to do, Theo walked right up to the guy and punched him in the face then stormed out. I grabbed my shirt and put it back on and ran after him calling his name. I finally caught up to him in the parking lot.
"Theo wait." I called.
"What Y/n?! There's nothing for me to say!" he shouted at me.
"Well I have to say something."
"No,no there's not, there's nothing you can possibly say." Theo had tears in his eyes but had a look of disgust on his face.
"Theo, I didn't mean to-"
"You didn't mean to? You didn't mean to?" he laughed.
"Theo. I-I-I don't know what else to say, it was a stupid mistake. I was drunk."
"You know what I did after I left your house? I went home and cried. Yeah I know I can't believe it either, I was so scared I had lost you Y/n. You were the one thing that actually meant something to me. I loved you Y/n."
"Theo please I was drunk."
"You know even if I was drunk I couldn't do that to you. I love you so much my fucking wolf wouldn't allow me to be so stupid."
"Theo, please, I love you so much."
"No, you don't get to say that to me." he spat. He put his hands on his head and turned in a little circle. We were still 10 feet apart.
"God how could I be so stupid." he laughed even though he had tears running down his face. "I thought you would be at home with a tub of ice cream and a box of tissues watching a romantic movie. I actually stopped by your house with flowers and your mom told me you were here. I came here looking for you because I was so scared I had killed this relationship that meant so much to me, only to find you trying to get into somebody's pants! I didn't kill this relationship you did!"
"Theo I'm so sorry."
"Can you please stop talking, your voice is driving me insane. I hear your voice and it's music to my ears but then all I can see is you kissing that guy." Theo had started pacing back in forth.
"Theo listen to me. You are the only one I love, I am so so so sorry. I was drunk and angry and I didn't know what I was doing. If I was sober I would never have done it. Please Theo give me another chance to make it up to you." I pleaded.
"I want too, I want too so bad. But I can't." he shrugged with the tears pouring down his face.
"Theo please. I am so sorry. Please let me fix it."
"Y/n there's nothing you can fix, what's done is done." tears were streaming down both of our faces.
"Theo, please don't leave me." I whispered. He couldn't even look at me in the eyes.
"You left me the second you laid eyes on him." he said looking straight at me. He turned on his heel and left. Left me standing all alone crying at what a mess I had made. I had let the love of my life walk away, I made the love of my love walk away.
That was the day I had quit drinking but that was also the day Theo Raeken started having serious trust issues.
