Falling Hurts. A Kian Lawley fanfic

Chapter 18 - bf

After standing there for five minutes talking about how happy we were, we decided to walk down the beach some more. Holding my amazing boyfriend's hand, stepping on the sinking wet sand, we notice how we couldn't hear andrea and jc talking anymore. We look at each other then turned around...

ANDY AND JC WERE MAKING OUT. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. I'm so happy!!

"Guys?" I said excitedly more than curiously. Their lips disconnected and they looked at us with shy smiles. "Uh- we were just-" I interrupted what Andy was trying to say. "No its fine guys, go ahead sorry to interrupt" I said with a smirk. "No hahah it's fine" jc said while rubbing the back of his neck out of nervousness. "Hahah okay" kian said rubbing his thumb on my hand still gripping tight.
"Well since you guys are done can me and you go on a walk andrea?" I asked. "Uh yeah let's go." Andy said nervously also.

Andy and I kept walking while kian and jc stayed where we stopped. When we were far enough to where they couldn't hear us anymore I stopped walking. "So how'd it happen?" I said jumping into the question. "Well, we were talking about you guys then I said 'I'm happy that she found someone that makes her happy' and he said 'I feel the same way about kian' then we stopped walking and looked at each other. And I said 'He's lucky to have you as a friend you know? And she's even more lucky to have a wingman like you' while smiling. Then he put a piece of hair behind my ear and kissed me!" She said finishing her story. "Omg was it a good kiss?" I asked still very excited. "It was magical kodie!"
After our little talk we hugged then started to walk back to the boys.

"Hey baby" kian said while walking up to me and giving me a pop kiss. This was the first time he called me that and it sounded amazing coming from him. "Hey sexy boyfriend" I said back. We all started walking back to the car and this time we made Andy and jc walk in front of us. They were a little ways ahead and we started talking. "Soooo what did jc have to say?" I asked. "Why you so nosey? Hahah but he actually really likes her. Which I'm glad about because now I don't have to worry about him liking you" he said with a laugh but I could tell he wasn't joking. I laughed and then said "yeah. But that's so good he likes her! She likes him, I could tell ever since the first time they saw each other." "Could you tell you liked me when you first saw me?" He asked. "Well no because my head was throbbing from your volleyball." I said raising one eyebrow. "Oh yeah hahah, well you know I'm sorry about that" he said while smiling and grabbing my hand. "of course I do baby" I said, loving the feeling of me being able to call him that.

That night we went back to kian and jc's house. Andy and jc were cuddling and watching Netflix, kian and I were in the kitchen talking and eating ice cream. After every bite I could see him look up at me. "What?" I said with raised eyebrows and a smile. "Just admiring you" he said with his sexy smirk. I rolled my eyes with a smile.

After eating the creamy deliciousness we threw our bowls in the sink.
"Goodnight love birds" I said rubbing jc and andrea's heads. Kian was pulling me by my hand down the stairs.

Right when we walked into kian's room he pushed the door to a close and pushed me up against the door in a nice but sexual way. While smirking at me he leaned in. The kiss didn't start out slow at all, but it wasn't bad. The kiss was so sensual and heated. Our tounges were in sync. Kian's hands moved down to my thighs, and that was my key. I jumped up, slid up the door, and wrapped my legs around kian's waist all without our lips disconnecting. My fingers tangled in kian's hair; he walked to his bed slightly laying me down. Our lips disconnected for this action. Kian, instead of jumping over me, or walking around to the other side of the bed he went to the bottom of the bed. He crawled up from the bottom laying his chest on mine and kissing me again. My legs were wrapped around his waist once again.

The heated kiss moved to my neck. When the kiss got to my collar bone I decided to be in control so I flipped him over. He was laying on his back with his eye brows raised in 'awe' at my action. I started to kiss him and bit his lip then right after started to kiss his neck. "No teasing!" He whined. I raised up making eye contact and bit my lip "No promises" I smirked.

After a while of the sensual make out session, him being on top now, he started a conversation. "So this is an awkward question, but I don't think we've ever went over it.." he paused "are you a- a virgin?" I laughed at his curiosity that caused him to studder because of how cute it was. "It's not an awkward question, we're dating now, we need to be comfortable with these things. But no, I'm not a virgin" I replied with a slight smile. "I'm guessing you're not one either " I said as a question (kinda) then giggled. "And why do you say that kodie?" He said with a sly smile. I raised one eyebrow with no reply. "Okay, okay, I'm not." He finally answered. "That's what I thought sexy" I said biting my lip and lunging into another kiss.

That night kian and I did not have sex. He said that even though he REALLY REALLY wants to, he thinks it would be better when 'I'm ready'.

I'M READY NOW.

I thought to myself, but I didn't want to say it because I don't want him to think I'm a whore. So instead I just said "okay baby, whenever you want, I'll be ready" I said giving him a pop kiss. I turned over and turned the lamp off, making the room pitch black. "Wait you're ready?" He asked eagerly. "Yes, but I want it to just happen. I don't want there to be any words or anything. I want it to be amazing. Even though it's neither of our 'first times' it's our first time. I want it to be perfect." I answered. He raised up leaning on one of his elbows. "Baby, I understand. I want it to be my last first with anyone" After a pop kiss he soonely fell asleep which I could tell by his adorable snoring.

That last sentence circled my head all night. No matter what I did, I couldn't fall asleep, because that was the one thing keeping me from it.