Falling Hurts. A Kian Lawley fanfic

chapter 40 - interview

tuesday-aka interview day

I woke up from my alarm which was set for 11:00 am, the interview was today at 2:30. I looked over to a empty bed, so kian must be upstairs. my ankle is still hurting, but the meds make it feel better. I grabbed my crutches and crutched to the bathroom. I put some shorts on (I always sleep in my underwear) and put my hair in a bun. after peeing I started going upstairs, before I was at the top of the stairs I saw kian and jc filming a video in the living room. I could get to the kitchen because the camera was facing the other way, but I knew it would make a lot of noise.

when I got to the top I stood there leaning on my crutches. kian looked at me and smiled. "Wait a sec bro" kian said to jc so he'd stop playing whatever weird game they were doing for the video. "Hey babe" kian said walking up to me "interview dayyy" he said excitedly. "yep" I wasn't as siked as I would be if I didn't have a hurt ankle, but it is what it is. "Babe it'll be okay, you'll blow the socks off of everyone in that damn place. I mean just look at you." He said looking me up and down. "I look like a fat cripple." I said looking up at him with a pouty face.

he quickly picked me up causing the crutches to fall loudly on the hardwood floor, "stooppppp kiaaannn" I screamed loudly. he softly layed me down then flopped on top of me careful to not hit my ankle. "You listen here" he said grabbing my cheeks "Don't you ever think you're not beautiful. and don't ever let anyone tell you you are not perfect. you are the most amazing person I have ever met. if these people don't hire you, they don't know what they're missing. anyone is lucky to be around you. and I am the luckiest man in the world to be able to kiss you" After that he kissed me softly, but sensually. "I love you so much and trust me, I'm more lucky to have you than you are to have me." I said. he shook his head no and let me up. I got up and went to jc and andrea's room while kian and jc continued the video.

kian wasn't the type of guy to post all about his relationship, especially because he's Internet famous. it didn't really upset me, I understood it, it's just I don't even know. I wish we could just have a relationship where everyone knew. but that's not how it works, I know a lot of his fans would hate me, even if some of them do like me the majority would have negative thoughts. the fans already assumed because they've found lots of pictures of us and see when we are at the same places at the same time. I swear his fans are little fbi agents.

I walked into the room jc and andrea shared and andrea was in the bed on her phone. I crutched over to her "It's your big day!" I said. "stop kodie, it's our big day." She said happily. "Well can you help me get ready. my ankle still hurts" I asked. "for sure" She said.

I went out of her room and jc and kian were done filming. "here babe" kian handed me my daily medicine for my ankle and a water. I took it and went to sit down. I was out of breath, that happens easily ever since I messed up my ankle. "Are you feeling alright?" kian asked."Im feeling the same I've been feeling ever since I hurt my damn ankle what does it look like kian?" I said fiercely. "I know you're not meaning to snap at me so I'm going to go ahead and forgive you." He said sitting next to me. "Im sorry I'm just so cranky" I said. "I forgive and love you. but you should probably go get ready. want me to carry you downstairs?" He asked. "for once, I would really appreciate that" I said kissing him on the cheek.

I put a chair in my downstairs bathroom so andrea and I could do everything down there and I wouldn't get too tired standing the whole time. I straightened my hair and she curled her hair. I let her do my make up because she loves doing that type of stuff. I put on jeans and a dressy shirt and some necklaces and bracelets. and andrea wore a casual but still appropriate dress. There's no way I was wearing a dress with my crutches. I slipped on a black converse on my good foot and left my other one bare sense it had wrapping on it that was too big to put a shoe on.