Falling Hurts. A Kian Lawley fanfic

chapter 22 - jealousy

*2 weeks later*
Kodie's pov:

It is July 10th and Andrea left last week to go to Tennessee to say her 'goodbyes'. I've been the only girl in kian and jc's house and let me just say, they are so weird. But they are super fun and cool to hangout with. There's literally never a dull moment.

So today is kian and I's one month anniversary. Some people would say "Omg that's way too early for a couple to say 'I love you' or to have sex" but honestly I think that's crap. It all depends on your relationship. If you have a connection with someone and you know you truly love them it shouldn't be 'to early' to say it. Also, if you feel like you should share an intimate connection with someone then you should! Do whatever the hell you want! It's your life and your relationship, so y'all can do anything you want and anyone who thinks your decisions are wrong can suck it. Also, it's the 21st century, come on guys. 'Kissing' before you date someone isn't a crime so get over it. And yes, it might be different if I was a virgin, but since I'm not what's so bad about me wanting to feel intimately closer to my partner.

So after me venting, I just want to say that kian and I still haven't had sex. But would it be such a bad thing if that changed tonight?

I'm not sure if he wants to tonight but I really hope so. I love him and he says he loves me so would it be such a bad thing? I really care for him and I feel like this would bring us closer.

It's 9:00 in the morning and ever since I woke up at 8:00 my brain hasn't stopped.

Kian is moving a lot so I think he's going to wake up soon. He's so cute when he's asleep and his morning voice is so sexy.

"Hey baby" kian says.

Speaking of the devil

"Hi" I said leaning into a kiss. The weird thing is he doesn't have morning breath, he's amazing.

After our kiss he stood up and walked in his bathroom. I heard the shower water start so I decided to go upstairs and fix some breakfast.

While I was making some eggs jc walked in behind me so I couldn't see him yet but I figured it was him.

"Hey friend" he said. Dang his morning voice is cute also.

"Heyyy, you hungry?" I asked and turned around with the spatula in my hand.

Woah. He has no shirt on, and damn he has a nice body.
Quit, quit. Kian, think of kian.

"Wh-what?" He asked with a smirk/smile on his face looking at me up and down.

I looked down and I was in my underwear and a t-shirt that showed my panties. For once.

"Oh my gosh I'm sorry. I didn't realize-"

"No its fine hahha." He said, interrupting me.

"I- I Uh wasn't looking though" he said again.

"Mhm sureeeee jc" I said with my back facing him but a smirk on my face.

He just laughed and sat at the bar for 5 mins until the food was done and I sat a plate in front of him.

"Thank you, it looks really good." He said

"Well hopefully it tastes as good as it looks" I said with a laugh.

*5 minutes later*
Kian finally got out of the shower and I heard him walking up the stairs. He walked in saying "Mhm it smells good baby" before I could see him. When he turned the corner to where I could see him I couldn't help but to want to jump on him. His hair was damp and had a messy-look to it, his chest still had a few drops of water on it, and his boxers were showing his v-line and his very light happy trail. I stood there stunned at his body and him at mine.