Random Rambles - Poems

#20

'Bojio-ed'

It breaks silently
Like a small finger crushing eggshells
Feeling like it's been flooded
Suffocated

By the overwhelming sadness
Of being unoffered an invite to creating some memories
What envy and jealousy and sadness
Do I have the right to feel?
I'm just a girl in this gang of boys

For years I've regretted missing out on so much
Do they not feel the grief too?
Perhaps it's because they've never missed out
Hence not knowing how sick it feels

Because after all,
I'm just a girl in this gang of boys.

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October 11th, 2015 2:25PM