Divergent No war... Yet.

Chapter 35

Ok so there is no excuse and you probably stopped reading this and you hate me but I'm really busy! no kidding. I have community service four times a week including saturdays, I study french on saturdays afternoon, I go to school. I have english classes thrice a week, german class twice a week aaaand dance practice and I have to do homeworks!! so I barely have time to write but FORGIVE ME!!!!

Sorry for the poor grammar and lack of ideas and yeah...

Chapter 35

Four's POV

Home. Finally at home.I never thought I would have a place to call that but with Tris recovering here by my side I can say this is my home, where I belong.

We are now back at the dauntless compound, where the wived and children welcome their husbands and fathers, wherr others cry for their lost and others desperately search around for their love ones. Harrison succesfully managed to catch all of the traitors and put them in jail until the trial is held. Tris is at the hospital near the dauntless headquarters, being attended by the abnegation and some erudites. I am at my apartment, getting ready to go to the initiates dorms. They have gone through a lot but initiation must go on. We have to try and go back to normal.

Right now I'm in my office, staring at the clock on the wall that seems to be mocking me, couting down the hours, minutes and seconds left to get out here and go to see Tris. The clock finally strikes six and I am free to go. I quickly put out my stuff and rush out of the office towards my one and only treasure.

I get there in record time and run towards Tris' room, not even bothering to say hello. The staff already knows me and my ways. I enter without knocking in case she is sleeping but unstead I find something I wasn't expecting at all. The room is empty.

- Tris? - I call, but get no answer. I start panicking and my breaths become quicker. I imagine one thousand possible things that could have happened to Tris and none of the end well. - Tris!? - I call again, raising my voice. My eyes urgently scan the room for any sign of her.

- Tobias? - A weak voice says from behind me. I inmediately turn around amd grab her in my arms. I bury my head on her neck and breathe in her scent. She smells like heaven, my one and only.

- I thought I lost you - I confess, separating myself from her but never letting her out of my grip. Her expression softens and she get on tip toes to press a light kiss against my lips.

- I got discharged. We can go home now - She softly says. I smile at the thought of having her body laying next to mine again.

- Are you sure you're fine?

She chuckles at my worry but nods anyway and lace her fingers with mine.

- Let's go home then.

The way back home seems extremely shorter now that I have Tris with me. We enter the compound and take the long path because Tris argued that she doesn't want to be swarmed by questions, that she just wants to be with me and that she will talk to our friends later. I agree with her and we slowly make our way to our place. It is actually mine but she spends so much time in there that it might aswell be hers too.

I take the keys out of my pocket and fumble with them to open the door. I let Tris goes in first and she blushes. Ahh how I missed that. I missed her eyes, full of life, happiness and curiousity; her blush, sometimes light pink or dark red; and her lips, oh her lips, soft but strong against mine.

- Tobias? - Tris is standing in front of me, worry shining in her eyes. I snap out of my daze and close the door behind me. Tris cups my face in her hands while stading on tip toes and lightly presses her lips against mine. My neck is bent on an awkward angle so I grab her by her waist and hoist her up so her legs are wrapped around me. She gasps in surprise, and I take this as an opportunity to deepen the kiss. I bite her lower lip and she opens her mouth, giving me free access.

I take her to the couch and gently lay her down. I pull away and take a deep breath, then attack her jaw with open mouthed kisses and slowly make my way to her collarbone, kissing each one of her tattoos. I hope one day I will be represented on her skin aswell. She grabs the hem of my shirt and starts pulling it up. I know where this is heading and if I don't stop now I won't have the will to do it later.

- Tris - I say, braking the kissing session mid way - you are hurt, we can't do this. - I explain trying to sound convincing but failing miserably. The truth is that I have wantes this with all my heart since the first and only time we did it but war stopped us and now she is hurt, she was shot and lost a lot of blood, got an infection that could still be there.

I see in her eyes that she wants this as much as I want to and if she did as much as beg, I would surrender and make sweet love to her all day and night. But she doesn't, because I also see in her eyes the pain she is feeling right now. I quicly get off her and kneel om the floor. I grab her hand and she squeezes it.

- I'm sorry - She says, and I hear the sadness and guilt in it, though I don't why she is sorry about. I am about to tell her she has nothing to be sorry about but I know that at this moment it is better not to disagree with her. She just went through a traumatizing situation and I have to be supportive, though I never had someone to comfort me before.

- Don't be, my love - I simple answer. Tears run freely down her face but I make as if they were not there.

- I wanna lay down in bed - She whispers. I nod and take her in my arms, lift her up and carry her to my room. I set her on the bed and lay next to her.

- Tris - I call.

- Four - She mumbles against the pillow. She can barely keep her eyes open.

- Would you move in with me? - I blurt the question that has been bugging me for a while. Her tired eyes snap open as soon as the question comes out of my mouth. I take this as a bad signal and start rambling - but you don't have to if you want, I know you need your space and all but there's a lot of space here and you spent most of your time here, well actually at work but you get what I am say.....

I am cut off by a kiss. Her lips aggresively moving against mine, I kiss back and grab the back of her neck while she sexily pulls at my hair. We break apart and breath heavly.

- I will move in with you - She gasps out. I start smiling like the cheerish cat but stop when I see her serious face. - But, I need half of your closet so I can have aquarter of my clothes here and the rest at my old apartment. Yes?

I stare at her amused and I see wrinkles forming on her face from the frown that takes over her previous ectastic look.

- Of course!! - I exclaim. That is such a small price to oay for her company and love that I accept without any doubt.

- Then it's settled. Let's go pack! - She goes to stand up but she grimaces and I realise that she is in pain. I gently push her down and tell her to stay still. I go to the kitchen, grab some painkillers and water and give them to Tris.

I can't believe I didn't notice when we were walking down to my apartment. She was obviously in pain, limping and flinching at every step taken. I was so excited to have her back that I forgot to look out for her well being. Not anymore. Because she will be with me from now on.

A big grin spreads across my face and I just sit there on the edge of the bed, staring at Tris' sleeping form while thinking about the future. A less lonely future than what it promised to be before meeting Tris.