When I grow up | JiHan

Chapter 2 : Jisoo

"I never forget you girl
I never forget you girl

I don't know how many years have passed since we broke up
If I think of you tears always fall
Why today of all days do I want to see you
The sound of rain on the window shakes my heart

I shouldn't have loved you
I shouldn't have become attached to you
I shouldn't have held onto you
Why am I hurting alone like this
I shouldn't have loved you
I shouldn't have become attached to you
How am I supposed to forget you now?

I cried a lot because of you
I laughed a lot because of you
I trusted in love because of you
Because of you, Because of you
I lost everything

I'm so suffocated, bothered, gloomy
A world without you has stepped on my pride and tore my heart apart
Why did you leave me?
It rained on that day
You just stared at me without words
Those shake up gazes and forced awkward smile tells of our farewell

I shouldn't have loved you
I shouldn't have become attached to you
I shouldn't have held onto you
I shouldn't have loved you
I shouldn't have become attached to you
I'll never forget you

I cried a lot because of you
I laughed a lot because of you
I believed in love because of you
Because of you, Because of you
I lost everything

I miss you
I need you
I'm still with you in my dreams
I miss you
I need you
Turn back time
I wanna kiss you again my girl

I'm so suffocated, bothered, gloomy
A world without you has stepped on my pride and tore my heart apart
Why did you leave me?
It rained on that day
You just stared at me without words
Those shake up gazes and forced awkward smile tells of our farewell
Why did you leave me"

And then I strummed my guitar one last time, Hansol clapped his hands.

"Woah around of applause for our Dj Joshua"

I grin, "Thank you guys for listening to my cover of because of you, this is DJ Joshua."

"And I am DJ Vernon"

"Signing off"

I stretched, "That's a good one Jisoo"

"Thanks Hansol, off to somewhere?"

"Yeah got a date with my girlfriend, do you think she'll like my outfit?"

"Of course she would, good luck!"

"Thanks bro, bye!"

"Bye"

•••

I took a shower and dialed the number of the nearest fast food. On the third ring the staff answered.

"Good evening!" He said and I froze, no it can't be.

"Hello?" He said

"H-hi" I hope he won't recognize my voice, I'm sure it's his voice, I can't be mistaken, his voice is one of a kind and I know his voice well enough to recognize it.