Chapter 15

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Stephanie's POV:
It's been a couple of days since I saw all of those tweets on Twitter. I thought they would have stopped by now but they haven't. Day after day the posts and comments were coming in. I wish I could tell myself to stop looking at them. But I couldn't, it was like a bad addiction. I would read them more and more but then they would make me feel shitty afterwards. I tried my hardest to not show how hurt I was in front of Louis but it became harder each day as I thought about the comments constantly.

As I was deep in thought I saw Louis walking into the living room and sat down on the couch next to me. He looked me in the eyes and said " Stephanie are you okay?" I nodded my head "yea I'm fine." Louis just looked at me and frowned." I know that somethings not right Stephanie, you look so upset and not just today. But for the past few days. If you don't want to tell me I will respect that. But I want to help you out, remember how much I told you that I cared about you?" I nodded my head once again I know that I have to tell him the truth because whatever relationship we've built over the past few days I wouldn't want to ruin.

I turn towards Louis " okay when I tell you just promise not to get upset?" He nodded his head. "Well when you and the boys were recording your songs I decided to go on my Twitter because I haven't been on it in a while. When I checked my mentions, there were a lot, almost all of them were mean. Normally I could take it and just ignore the comments. But I can only take so much until I snap you know? I try my hardest to forget about what people say. Everyday I go back and see there are even more and it just started to really get to me. So that's why I've been really upset."

Louis took my hands in his and looked at me "Listen to me. I don't want you to pay attention to what they say about you. You're perfect, and I like you for you. I wouldn't want you to be different. Whatever they say about you is not true, they are just jealous of you. You know what I do when I see those comments about me?" I look at him interested in what he has to say.

"I read them and it hurts at first, but then I think to myself am I really going to let somebody's opinion hurt me? And my answer to that is no. I know who I am and what I think of myself. I won't let other people tell me otherwise." Louis made me think and he was right I shouldn't let these comments get to me I know who I am. I look at Louis and smile.

We look into each other's eyes and before I know it Louis connects his lips with mine. We kiss for only a few seconds but it seemed like minutes. His face went from concerned to serious and he looked at me taking my hands in his again. "Stephanie there's something that I have been wanting to ask you and it's really important." It started to scare me at how serious he is being. Louis was always a funny and interesting guy.

But never serious. Louis continued."Stephanie... Will you be my girlfriend. I know you might think it's too soon. But I really like you. Ever since I saw your letters I felt like somehow we connected. And then my feelings got stronger when I came to see you. They just keep getting stronger. It would be amazing if you can give me the honor of being your boyfriend and for you to be my girlfriend."

Louis' POV:
After I talked to Stephanie about what all of my fans were saying to her. I was upset and disappointed in my fans, I thought they liked it when we were happy. But I understand that they get upset and even jealous, it's just not right to take it out on Stephanie she's so sensitive.

As I looked at Stephanie and kissed her once again I couldn't shake the thought of her being my girlfriend. I feel this strong connection with her. Honestly I've been thinking about this for the past few days. I feel like we have become closer over the past couple days. Even though we've only known each other for about a week, I trusted and cared about Stephanie so much and I could only hope that she felt the same way.

So I decided to ask her."Stephanie... Will you be my girlfriend. I know you might think it's too soon. But I really like you. Ever since I saw your letters I felt like somehow we connected. And then my feelings became stronger when I came to see you up until now. It would be amazing if you gave me the honor to be your boyfriend and for you to be my girlfriend."

My heart was beating a hundred miles an hour and I felt that I would pass out any second. She looked mat me with those beautiful  brown eyes " Louis I would love to be your girlfriend. But.." I smiled "just promise me that you won't hurt me.. I've been hurt too much In the past and if anything were to happen between us.. I don't know what I would do." That just made my heart melt. I cared about her so much and I wouldn't even think about hurting her. "Stephanie, I promise."

Stephanie's POV:
I had thought about what Louis said and all I can keep thinking was "say yes Stephanie, say yes." There was one part of me that was telling me to say no. But I wanted to date Louis more than anything. So why should I lose my one chance. I cared about him so much, and I hoped he cares about me as much as I care about him if not more.

I decided to say yes. But I also asked him to promise that he wouldn't hurt me. Which he did. Obviously promises could be broken but I could only hope that it wouldn't be broken. I trust Louis. Deep down inside I knew that Louis wasn't the person to break promises or to hurt people. And neither was I, that was just another thing that made us good for each other.

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- Hannah

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