Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 16

Stephanie's POV:

It's now the second day that Louis and I have been dating, it has been okay so far but not as good as expected. Louis seemed so happy to have me as his girlfriend and we spent the whole day together having a great time, just happy to say that we had each other. But today Louis wasn't here in the hotel room. He left me a note on the table that's in the mini kitchen in the hotel room. The note said: "Stephanie- I went out with the lads for a little while before we have to go to the recording studio. We're really busy today, we have a concert later on. I probably won't be back until later.-Louis :)"

I read the note once more. It made me upset, I wanted to be there for that concert. I was actually looking forward to it but he just left me here all alone with nobody here just me,myself, and I. Yes, I know he is a busy person with all the  interviews,recording of songs, and concerts. But as his girlfriend I wanted to be there with him, not for all of it but for some of it.

There was this part of me that had hoped Louis was going to wake me up this morning and ask if I wanted to go to his concert tonight then I would try and tell him how I didn't want to get in the way. But then him being the boyfriend I had always hoped for would tell me that I wouldn't be a bother and that I should come, then won't stop bugging me until I said that I would come.

Maybe I'm just crazy from expecting too much from Louis though. He probably just wanted me there as much as I wanted to be there but didn't even think of it until later. Nobody's perfect and we make mistakes. I'm just going to have to wait for Louis to come back here to talk to him about it. Until then I'll just watch tv I guess.

- 10 Hours Later-

I've been sitting on my bed in the hotel all day waiting for Louis to get back. I had the tv on watching some british show, not even paying attention to what wad happening because I just wanted Louis back. Right as I was thinking I heard the front door open and then click shut. I  quickly jumped off the bed and ran through the short hallway that lead towards the front of the hotel room where the door was. When I walk in I see Louis in the Living room with some blonde girl basically making out.I didn't know what to do I stood there just staring at the girl, she had long blonde straight hair, a short blue dress on, and was really fit. All of a sudden I felt the tears start to form in my eyes. My heart shattered into a million pieces, I loved Louis and I thought he loved me how could he do this to me. On top of being upset I was angry. I start to scream at Louis, I had no control over what I was saying I was too upset to even think.

"Are you kidding me?! I thought you cared about me Louis. You promised me *I think back for a second to when he promised me* you fucking promised that you wouldn't hurt me. I told you how scared I was to be in a relationship.But you promised me that you wouldn't hurt me. How can you do this to me?!" I continue to cry after my metal break down.

Louis looks up at me and said something "what?" it was hard to hear him because he was slurring his words. Great he was drunk. "Forget it Louis were done! You can keep your new girl." Right when I said that the girl turned to me and smiled "my name is Taylor, so his new girls name is Taylor." That pushed me over the edge did she really just say that. "Oh well I'm sorry "Taylor" hope he pays you enough by the hour s**t." Then I storm off to my room grab my phone and bad then walk out of the room.

I stand outside the hotel room door looking at the yellowish bland wall in front of me, just staring at it. It didn't seem like I had been walking but I guess I had been because I find myself standing further away from the door. But I couldn't take anymore I fell to my knees and started to bawl my eyes out,I couldn't stop the tears. I know that I've only Known Louis for a matter of weeks but never did I find him as the person that would break my heart.

All of a sudden I hear a door from behind me open. Then the person practically ran in front of me and knelt down so we were face to face. I lifted my head up for a second just to see who it was, I didn't want whoever it was to see my while I was crying. The only person who I let see my vulnerable side was Louis and I thought that I could trust him. When I look up I see Liam knelt down in front of me."Stephanie what's the matter." I was still so shocked and upset from what happened before the only thing I could do was stare. So I found myself staring into Liam's dark brown eyes at loss for words. After a few minutes I tried to tell him what happened but all he heard was me sniffling and some words like "Louis....girl.....drunk". He told me to just come inside so I did. It would have been embarrassing if some stranger had found me instead of Liam.

When I was sitting at the small table in the kitchen that looked exactly like the one in my hotel room that I shared with Louis, I started to tell him what happened. I tried to hold back my tears as I held my tears. It was hard because I really cared about Louis and he hurt me in the worst way possible. When I finished telling Liam what happened he looked at me and siad "I'm really sorry Stephanie.I know what it's like to be hurt in a relationship, it sucks. But he just lost a very beautiful and smart girl." For the first time all day I smiled and then something unexpected happened. Liam kissed me, when he kissed me I instantly felt better but I didn't feel the sparks I had with Louis. Maybe I didn't feel exactly what I had felt for Louis but Liam made me happy. After he kissed me he smiled at me and said "I'm sorry I've just been wanting to do that for a long time and right now you looked so upset.." I just kissed him again but a quick kiss.

The rest of the night Liam held me in his arms telling me everything is going to be okay. This time I believed it, but I think it's because I wanted to believe it so that way I could just feel better and forget about all the heartbreak Louis has just caused me. I can try and forget it but the truth is that I don't think I ever could forget what he did to me. Deep deep deep down there was very small part of me that still loved Louis but he hurt me so for now I'm going to push those feelings aside and focus on myself and possibly even Liam.

Sorry for not updating all weekend, but it was Halloween and I was busy. I hope all of you had a great Halloween. I'll update again soon.Please vote and comment!!Thank You for reading :)- Hannah