Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 24

Stephanie's POV:

After Niall, Harry, and Louis finish up their goodbyes they come backstage. Niall and Harry are asking if I am okay and Louis just walks right past me, not even acknowledging me, I really don't understand why he's so mad at me, it's so aggravating he made the mistake.

"I'm okay just sore that girl can really kick, I should find her and ask if she plays soccer." I say laughing which made the rest of them laugh. Niall turns to Brook, "hey pretty girl" she doesn't turn to him thinking he isn't talking to her. "Brook" he finally says and when she notices he is talking to her, she starts to blush.

"I saw you throw your burrito at one of the girls. Did you ever play softball, that was a good throw." Brooklyn giggles "I used to in high school, but you want to know the bad part about throwing that burrito?" She says seriously as she looks like she's about to cry. Both her and Niall say "Not being able to eat it" at the same time. Which makes them both laugh. "Do you want to go get something to eat with me then, it can make up for the burrito you didn't get to eat." Brooklyn just nods and smiles at loss of words.

I am so happy for them they honestly look so cute together.I turn to Courtney to talk to her about how cute Brooklyn and Niall look, only to see she isn't there. "They went to go get something to eat, they left a few minutes ago." Liam tells me. Once again I try to mentally send them a message saying go get them girls, but obviously they won't receive it. I wonder what is wrong with Louis.

Louis' POV:

When I am on stage having a good time like I always do on stage the music suddenly stops. I look over to the lads, and see Liam yelling to security to help Stephanie. When he says her name my heart skips a beat then begins to fill with worry. As soon as I snap out of my trance, I look down searching the crowd for Stephanie and see that security was bringing her backstage. I want nothing more than to run up to her and ask her if she was okay and make her feel better. But she has Liam to do that for her now, not me.

I know what you must be thinking, why are you so jealous of Liam dating her, you can probably get Stephanie back if you tried. But something stops me from doing that, it isn't that I don't like Stephanie anymore, it is actually quite the opposite. I care about her so much, too much to the point it isn't healthy. And I want nothing more than for her to be happy.

Liam is making her happy and I can see it in her eyes. Yes, I love Stephanie but it's because I love her that I'm letting her go. She deserves to be happy, I hurt her in a way that not even I can forgive myself for. So I have to try and move on but not for me, for Stephanie, she deserves the best and as long as Liam is with her I believe that she has the best.

It hurts me to see them together, the only way to stop the pain is to just ignore them. There is a part of me that is jealous of what they have and how Liam can make her so happy, I want to be the one to do that. But I can't, I will just end up hurting her in the end like last time. So until I can learn to push away my feelings, I'm going to have to avoid Stephanie, it hurts to do it but it's what is best for her and for me.

Liam's POV:

When Stephanie and I get back to the hotel I tell her to change into her pajamas, which is usually just a pair of sweat pants and a t- shirt. Which she looks adorable in. After she gets changed she gets into bed, I can tell she is in pain even though she is insisting that she is okay.

I yell to Stephanie "I'll be right back I have to go down the hall." She responds "okay" as I shut the door and walk down the long hallway to a corner room where they store ice. I grab a plastic cup and fill it with ice. After getting the ice I walk back to our room and grab a hand towel from the bathroom, wrapping the ice in that.