Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 23

Stephanie's POV:

Courtney, Brooklyn and I are being shown to our seats, which are in front row again. They are truly amazing seats. After about 10 minutes of waiting the lights turned off and the stage lights went on, the show is starting. I'm so excited to see them perform they always do amazing.

Brooklyn's POV:

I still haven't eaten anything, talking to Niall about food made me even more hungry. Why do they do this to me, all I wanted was food. All of a sudden the lights turn off and the stage lights go on. Oh god they are starting their show, this is going to be awesome. I can't wait to see how they perform, I've seen it on Twitter but never in person.

Courtney's POV:

I sit here anxiously waiting for the show to start. I've never been to one of their concerts before, unless you count watching short clips of their concerts on Twitter. Yea I don't think so. All of a sudden the lights go off and the stage lights go on. I start screaming, "it's starting,it's starting, oh my god it's starting!!" While pushing Brooklyn. She doesn'tseem to care because she is too excited to take her eyes off the stage and yell at me. This show is going to be amazing.

Liam's POV:

When I'm up on stage performing my favorite thing to do is to watch Stephanie and how she reacts to each song. She always seems so excited, no matter how many times she has heard the songs or even seen us. But I don't only watch her for that reason, it scares me to have her out there alone. I only have security walk them to and from their seats but nobody is there with her to protect her throughout the show. So I just look over at her a few times to make sure she's okay.

Stephanie's POV:

When the show is almost over Liam looks over at me and smiles. I try to take what just happened all in but there is this extremely annoying girl who thinks he was smiling at her "oh my god he smiled at me I love you too babe!" She yells to him in a squeaky voice. I literally can't do anything but laugh at her reaction. I tried to stop, but it is just too funny.

"Do you have a problem?" She yells at me, I guess she saw me laughing. "umm I guess not" I say trying not to laugh. But she sees that I am still stifling some laughs, "why don't you actually tell me why your laughing at me. It must be pretty funny" while she is talking to me she is making all of these hand movements. I start to mimic her hand movements, "okay maybe it's the fact that when Liam looks over here and smiles you suddenly assume it's for you, when it could be for any one of us." I know that if looks could kill I would be dead, but all of a sudden her hand makes contact with my face.

I stood there shocked for a minute but she takes that to her advantage and tackles me to the floor. As Soon as I hit the floor I start to have a hard time, the blow knocked the air right out of me. After tackling me the girl starts to stand up which makes me try to back away from her as much as I can. And thankfully thinking that this whole thing is over. But just as I was about to get up she starts to kick me, I start to curl up in a ball and cry, has she not done enough?

Just as I saw everything start to get blurry I hear music stop and a voice who matched Liam's speak "Security!! Go help Stephanie,have that girl arrested!" Right as he speaks the kicking stops and I just feel the pain take over my body. As I look up I see security guard taking the girl away, which made me smile, I really don't like that girl.

While one security guard escorts the girl out of the arena in handcuffs, the other security guard takes me back stage. Which I am thankful for I feel safe back here. I hear the boys start to finish up their last song, but as they do that I see Courtney and Brooklyn run over to me. Courtney starts asking questions "oh my god are you okay?! We tried to get to you but there were so many people jumping around we couldn't get to you" Brooklyn chimed in "yea we really tried getting to you I even threw my burrito at somebody to try and get by but they just shrugged it off. Dang, it a waste of a good burrito." I started to laugh "yea I'm okay just really sore, that girl is a total bi*ch." Both Brooklyn and Courtney just nod in agreement.

After our little conversation I see Liam run backstage "are you ok?! You scared the crap out of me." I quickly answer "I'm okay. I'm okay. Just sore, thank you for doing that for me, I most likely would not be able to stand right now if it weren't for you." He wraps me in a hug which causes me to wince in pain. So he quickly let go apologizing. Ugh I wish I could have fought back. Why am I so defenseless.

Liam's POV:

The concert is almost over, right as we are about to sing our last song I look over at Stephanie. But when I look over to her I see some girl has her pinned to the ground. They are rolling on the floor, but then all of a sudden I see this girl starts to kick Stephanie, while she is curled in a ball crying. I got so scared if I could I would go over there right now by myself , I would, but I can't.  So I quickly stop the song "Security!! Go help Stephanie and have that girl arrested!" I say quickly,scared for Stephanie and mad at what that fan is doing to her. How could they do this to me, I just don't understand.

The boys tell me to just do the last song so that way the rest of the fans aren't disappointed, I agree but still watch as security takes the fan away and brings Stephanie backstage. I can't wait for this concert to be over so that way I can check on Stephanie.

Stephanie's POV:

"What happened out there?" He says still worried. So I tell him what happened.

After I finish telling him he looks me in the eyes, "You know that when I smile at you, it's for you and only you. So just ignore what the fans say." I smile at him "I know I guess... I guess I just got jealous and defensive.. I don't want her to talk to you like that. And I know that's stupid because this stuff is going to happen but..." As I was talking Liam kisses me making me get butterflies in my stomach instantly.

He looks down at me once again because of the height difference "whenever that stuff happens just ignore them. Because I want you to know that you're the only thing that matters to me most. Yes I care about my fans but I care about you more. There is nobody like you and that's what makes you special." I can't help but think about how Louis gave me his pep talk which is quite similar to Liam's, after Louis talked to me I smiled like crazy believing the things that he said. Actually thinking that I am special.

But when Liam tells me, I feel like Liam is being genuine. With Louis I just believed what he said and took it to heart, with Liam it is different well it is different with Liam for many things. There is still that one small part of me that says why couldn't Louis be like Liam, so that way we could still be together. But the truth is I don't know if I would want Louis to be more like Liam, Liam is special in so many ways, just like I am special to him. It seems like we are perfect for each other.

I just wish that the one spot in my heart that still loves Louis would just disappear. That was the only thing holding me back from giving my whole heart to Liam, to me just giving him most of my heart isn't enough he deserves the whole thing, nothing less. He gives me his whole heart in this relationship and he deserves the same back. If it takes everything I have, I will learn to forget about Louis and move on , if it means loving Liam with everything I have that's what I would do. But for me it's easier said than done, the thing that sucks about falling in love and basically giving your heart to someone so fast is that it's just as easy to have your heart broken.

I know for a fact that I care and possibly even love Liam and I know that he cares about me, I won't let the small amount of feelings I have left for Louis affect that. Deep down I know Liam is the one for me.

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-Hannah ;)