Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 29

Stephanie's POV:

It's been two days since Liam and I have said to one another that we love each other. And you know me being me I thought that everything was going to be awkward after I had said I loved him, but I was wrong. Everything is great and if possible even better than before. As each day passes I start to love Liam even more than before.

Right now I am waiting backstage watching Liam perform with the other boys. I literally just stand here smiling the whole time thinking just how lucky I am to be with Liam and how lucky I am to be in love with him. My smile disappears when something else appeared in front of Liam, Louis.

He whispers something to Liam which then in return gets a nod from Liam, understanding whatever he is telling him. All of a sudden Louis starts to walk back stage, he is smiling and had his arms out about to hug me. I get excited, thinking that maybe we can be friends now, that maybe we can push the past behind us. But then Louis just walks right past me and hugs a girl that was standing behind me, of course that girl is Taylor.

I really thought that he would have talked to me by now.It's been almost a month since we've split up and we only dated for a matter of days, but Louis has insisted on ignoring me. I thought that Louis leaving me would hurt the most but honestly him ignoring me after the whole disaster hurts more. Every time that he walks past me to go see Taylor , ignores me in conversations, or just walks away when I am talking to Liam or the other boys, I feel emotional, like I want to cry. He makes me feel so invisible sometimes I actually wonder if he knows that I still exist.

I try to tell myself 'Stephanie he's probably just upset' but then the same conclusion I have came to in the past occurs to me. He has nothing to be upset with me about because he hurt me and if I can get through him hurting me as badly as he did then he can get through it also. This whole thing makes me want to cry or just scream from the top of a building. It is so aggravating.

Louis's POV:

I've done everything in my power to ignore my feelings for Stephanie and it has been working so far. I finally figured out a way to keep my feelings for Stephanie away. All I do is just think about all the ways that I don't like her, at least the ways I try to convince myself that I don't  like her.

As of now we are on stage performing at Apple Music Festival in London, it's so fun performing on stage, I love it. I also love traveling other places to perform, just yesterday we arrived here after being in Japan for a week. We are halfway through our concert when I look backstage for a second and see Stephanie standing there watching us perform. I feel my heart start to beat fast, I ignore the feeling and think to myself 'Louis it never would have lasted, she probably would have been the one to hurt you'. Even though what I am telling myself might not be true I tell myself it is. It's the only way to get through this. Other wise I will be heart broken my whole life and why should I when Stephanie clearly has moved on.

As I am  looking at Stephanie Taylor walks up behind her. Sure Taylor is bitchy but I try my best to like her. I think I have grown to tolerate her, sure I don't love her or like her as much as I did Stephanie but I will never find another girl as great as Stephanie. So I need to concentrate on Taylor.

I turn to whisper something to Liam because he is right next to me "I'm going to go see Taylor quick, I'll be right back." He annoyingly nods which I just shrug off and continue to go back stage anyway. I walk over to Taylor smiling and pull her into a hug. After about a minute or so I go back on stage and tell Taylor that I will see her soon. I had to see Taylor otherwise I would have been thinking about Stephanie too much, then my feelings would grow even stronger for her.