Look What You've Done

Chapter 29

DESTINY.

I got up to running water in the bathroom. I grabbed the sheet from off the bed and wrapped it around my body. I walked into the restroom and heard him singing. I dropped the sheet from my body and opened the glass door.

"Good morning love."

"Morning." I mumbled against his shoulder. I wrapped my arm around his torso. I lowered my hand toward his member. I slowly started stroking him till he stopped me.

"You better stop before we start round three." I kissed his lips while pulling on his bottom lip.

"What if I want to?" He picked me up in one smooth motion. He had my legs above his shoulders as he feasted hungrily on my second pair of lips. I loved the way his tongue felt on my clit. "Shawn... slow down." I moaned as he French kiss her.

"Can I?" He asked.

"Yes." I said breathlessly. He brought me down and rammed me onto his hard thick member. I bit his shoulder.

"Damn baby." He hissed. He started off with deep hard strokes. I could feel the heat from the glass as my back rubbed against it causing even more friction.

"Shit Shawn." I could feel him all the way inside me.

"What you want babe?" I just kept biting my lip in pure ecstasy while clawing into his back. He stopped and pulled completely out toying with my sensitive area.

"Shawn please." I begged trying to line ourselves up again but he wouldn't budge.

"What do you want?"

"You Shawn." He rammed back into me. We went at it for another fifteen minutes before we both climaxed together.

"I swear I love you girl." He was still inside me as he walked us back to the bed.

"I love you too." I pecked him as he laid us down.

"Go to sleep mama." I wrapped my arms around his neck as we drifted to sleep. Around five I woke because I seriously had to pee.

"Shawn." I tapped his shoulder. "Shawn get up, I have to use the bathroom." I tried to get up from under him without waking him.

"Where you going?"

"I have to pee." He filled us over and I eased myself off him. I went to the bathroom and did my business. When I came out I realized something. "Shawn wake up." I shook him.

"What's up?" He asked in a groggy tone.

"Did you use a condom?"

"Nah you on birth control right?" I didn't respond. I just slumped down against the wall. "Don't you?" He asked leaning against the head board.

"I stopped taking those months ago." I saw a flash of emotions go before his eyes. He picked me up and spun me around. He put me down and kissed my lips.

"Destiny I'm going to be a daddy."

"I don't know. We have to wait a couple of days."

"I can't wait till you have my son. I love you baby, I got to tell the boys."

"I'm not keeping it if I am." His head snapped towards me.

"What do you mean you ain't keeping it?"

"Shawn I don't want to be a baby mama again. I planned on having another kid when I'm married. Also what kind of message would I be sending to my daughter if I just up and have a bunch of kids?"

"You're not having a bunch of kids you are having my kid. Simone would be happy to have a younger sibling and she loves me. Don't make it seem like I'm just some nigga."

"You haven't been there for me in months. I don't think if I ran into you yesterday you would even have called me. You talk about being there for Simone and that you want be her father but you yet to spend time with her or call her. You probably going to do the same thing if I keep this one."

"Fine, go ahead and get an abortion then but, don't act like I'm the reason you're doing this. You are the one who ran from me remember and not a single day that has gone by where I have not thought about the both of you. I even called Camilla to check on you every fucking day. Every time I try to get close to you in any way you push me away. I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm not that nigga so stop comparing us. I'm getting tired of the games."

"I'm not playing games I'm serious as hell. You still got that little ass boy mentality. I already got one kid I don't need another." I screamed. "I'm sorry baby I didn't,"

"Wow. You know what get to stepping. I'm tired of fighting for someone who obviously doesn't want to be fought for. I'm officially done, if you decide to keep the baby let me know. And you right I haven't been a very good parent to my daughter, whenever I want to see her I'll ask Milla first. You can get all yo shit now or by the end of the week I don't give a fuck. I just can't do this relationship shit no more."

"I'm sorry, I'm just overwhelmed. Shawn just don't give up on me ok. I know I say fucked up shit but, that's the only way I know how to protect myself. I understand that your frustrated with me, I know I can be a bitch, I just need you to not give up on us." He kissed my forehead then removed the ring he gave me from my finger. "Shawn stop... stop give it back." I yelled while trying to get it from him.

"When I get back I expect you to be gone. I will let Milla know when I'll pic Simone up." He put on his hoodie and sweats that he on last night and walked out the door.